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I'm not a perfect person There's many things I wish I didn't do But I continue learning I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to know I've found out a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is you I'm sorry that I hurt you It's something I must live with everyday And all the pain I put you through I wish that I could take it all away And be the one who catches all your tears Thats why i need you to hear I've found out a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is You I'm not a perfect person I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to know I've found out a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is you I've found a reason to show A side of me you didn't know A reason for all that I do And the reason is you The Reason by Hoobastank The lyrics to this song express my feelings perfectly. I'm headed a new direction in my life. I've had the bentlys, designer clothes, a fully furnished townhouse in the Galleria, in Houston...but with the fast lavish lifestyle came the lies, disappointment, jealousy, and finally all of it left me with a broken heart, confidence in myself gone, all my bridges I burned for the money. I then began to pity myself, and i countinued to fall harder and harder and continued to trust the wrong people and push myself farther from the reality of what I really needed to do and I allowed others to make those decisions for me. When I finally woke up one day and realized nothing was ever going to change I would continue living in this daze buying things to temporarily buy my self a moment of happiness and being coned to love men I knew were no good. Everything happens for a reason, dont live holding grudges and blaming everyone because your unhappy with your life. Its your life forgive those who have hurt you because remember our not the only one that is hurting. You may not want to admit it but you allowed them to hurt you. Leave it all behind and start a new chapter because its YOUR LIFE...you have to deal with it no one else is going to care about you more than yourself. Live the life YOU CHOOSE to live...Love EVERYONE, including YOURSELF...Laugh OFTEN!!! ‘laughter is the best medicine’ and like most of these sayings it has some truth in it. The positive effects of laughter and a sense of humour cover not only the psychological but also the physical and the lifestyle aspects too. Humour and laughter are infectious and can bring people together and make them forget their troubles and one of the best tools to maintain a positive outlook and good health. [Hope you found my progress as lil help to have a more positive outlook on life ;)] This should pretty much sum it up im a life size barbie... very G*L*A*M*O*R*O*U*S... I party like a RoCkStAr... Like a MoViEsTaR... Play like an AllsTaR!... They call me Barbie, They call me Plantinum, They call me Blondie, but thats not my name ;) The name is Jacqueline...and I know you won't forget that :) Im the girl you break your neck just for a second look...Yes I'm real ;) Always full of love and smiles You can't break me.. Im a hippie stuck in the wrong era A wanderer by heart Im just waiting for someone to capture it! i am definately one of the most outgoing girls you'll ever meet. i'm down for whatever, whenever. i will say just about anything. don't dare me to do it or say it. you'll be surprised at the things i'll do. Its ok to hate me..your approval is not required ;)...but if thats the case I promise its only because you havnt taken the time to get to know me =) I strongly believe that everything happens for a reason...ppl change so that you can learn to let go..things go wrong so that you appreciate what you have...you believe the lies so that you learn to trust no one but yourself..good things fall apart but something better always comes along. :) anthing else? just ask!...Oh Yeah...Trust Me Im AMAZING!!!