I’m a walking contradiction.. But never a true hypocrite. I may tell you something and do the opposite. I may love something at the same time that I hate it. But that’s just how I work. I’m ugly, yet beautiful. Stunning; like a train wrecked in flames. An incident you want to watch, But are almost too afraid to invest the time. I’m independent, but dependent. I might not want you, but I may need you. Though, I don't really think I need anyone. But I like to cover all the bases. I’m imperfect and I know it. Fragmented thoughts and all. My looks and actions are not perfect. I don't claim to come unflawed. But it takes perfection to make imperfection. I figure I must be getting somewhere close by now. I’m complex and simplistic. Insane and unique.. Mature yet childish... While somehow still relatable. I also have lot of quirks. Most that I don't even realize exist. But I'm a treasure-trove of oddities. So, consider yourself a pirate from here on out. I’ve experienced a lot. I’ve walked in a lot of shoes. But all together, they all just became worn out in the end. And in the end, I'm just a person. I want to fit in, but I am going to be myself. No one will ever change what it is that makes me this way. Nobody will change who I want to be. Your influence on me is truly trivial. I am myself. I am just a girl, no doubt.
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