 Friends friends are overrated sorry to say it the least.. i may get along with some people but that doesnt mean i like everyone.. people in general are decieveing people as well as am i. I believe friends come before relationships because honestly relationships come and go but we have true friends that are always there. i have always had my boyfriend try to bond with my friends because well if they like him then wats stopping us from all hanging out sometimes. Friends will always be there to support u in the end. If you're of dire importance to me and/or need my help im here to listen longest person ive ever stayed up with for a problem would have to be my sister who lives all the way in cali since i moved to jersey.. She had some problems but i insisted for myself to stay up and talk with her. i dont care how much of a stretch it is but i will be there for friends and thats why friends should always come first.I will honestly speak the truth to someone because theres no point in hiding it from them in the end.. i was asked once" Shivvers do you really find me a whore?" i honestly said to them back i think you're a whore right now because you're rushing into a different relationship so quick that people are judging you on the way you're acting but im not trying to put this the hard way but its the plain truth. I have associates and i have best friends and just plain old friends.. my best friends well is just one person and that is matt because he is always there for me since pre-k and my friends are the ones i can go to wen i need help with a certain problem Relationships sometimes relationships are just messed up and difficult.. some people fall in love and stay together for a reason it depends on the people i can say i did fall in love with someone and my heart still cares for that person.. im not an expert on love but seeing other couples go through problems makes it easier for me to understand.. at this age its not called true love but we only have someone who will always have our heart and whom we cannot forget for any certain thing.. even though break ups may be harsh.. sometimes it works for the better.. i dont know when and where i may find true love but it might just hit me smack dab in the chest one day and sometimes that just happens like holy hell how the hell di my parents meet al lthe way in california.. even parents have a tough time with relationships.. TOO MUCH OF ANYTHING IS TOO MUCH too much love can be too much.. sometimes we rush ourselves into a relationship that we dont really see the person that we see ourselves staring at.. i guess with married couples once one of them leaves, they look into the mirror and see why the fell in love with the person and why they need them so much.. maybe later on we will all understand. drugs i honestly have to say that i do love my friends but things dont change the way that i may live my life..dont ask me if i drink or smoke because pretty much its obvious to see my profile reveal it all. i believe we all have our own ways of how we want to live our lives.. isnt it for what our friends see in us and not what we do.. when i smoke, its not like i go up to my friends and say hey aye man you want a smoke no im not ammoral i do know what im doing.. i can be a very smart person and sometimes drugs help people not bring out the worst in them and do find that probably the best thing to do just never OD on drugs cause well its not a pretty site cause i have witness it because my friend had loved someone that she decided to try to kill herself to win his heart. if you do drugs i have no problem with it because well we all do some type of drug wen we get older and we even drink so what sometimes you cant live by the rules.. rules are meant to be broken thats why they are made. life life is like a garden honestly.. you let it blossom the way you want it.. parents say we go through the changes we do to find who we are.. i cant say who i want to be or who i will become because the future holds plans that i dont know of and really i dont give a rats ass of what happens.. life moves on after someone dies. when i die wat is there going to be remembered of me.. just my name and the date i was born and died. i have found myself after 11th grade i realized who i was as a person and ive stayed that person. Life comes with difficulties and we have to face them.. if you dont, then how will you know what to do later on in life when you have to face that problem again. We meet people who face the same problems as us and we form bonds with those people from relationships, to a brotherhood or sisterhood and even a strong friendship that can last a lifetime.. you have traitors but arent we traitors at times only wen we want to be.. life just goes where you want it.. its like we live in a box that has to be broken out once we get to the point where we want to be ourselves.. you have to live for yourself and other than i have nothing else to say lol 
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