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hi im allie :) I have a strong believe in second chances, for everyone. I'm really not judgemental unless you judge me too. Im young and i will try just about anything once .. or twice. I go to a Tech school and im taking cosmotology, but i won't be a hairdresser for the rest of my life, i want to go to college and be WICKED rich. I'm blonde and i have blue eyes, my main goal always is to have fun. I make mistakes, and lots of them but i am only human. I have my flaws, obviously. Everyone has flaws, mine just seem to be more out there. I'd like to trust a lot of people, but unfortunatly i trust a few amount of people. You don't have to build my trust, if you haven't done anything to lose my trust then why wouldn't i trust you? I hate not knowing. I have lots of friends, and i love them, all. I joke, sometimes too much, sometimes at the wrong times, but i try and keep myself undercontrol. I have a really bad temper that gets in the way of a lot. My big ego usually makes people dislike me more. I will flip out easily, even for the littlest thing, and i hate it. I get annoyed easily, but i know, i am extremely annoying myself. If you annoy me, i will tell you. I have no problem saying what i feel. I'm not straight edge, and i'm fine with that, i hope you are too. That does not mean i smoke and drink for a living. I'm a virgin and proud of it, even if there are a million rumors about me right now. I like illegal things, because they make me feel like im alive. I smoke weed because when i started it i did it to hangout with a boy i liked, now i can't stop. I drink because it brought me closer to people. I've turned into something i promised myself i wouldn't, because i saw my family crashing down because of the decisions they made, i told myself i would not make the same decisions, i did indeed. Im hoping Kaylee won't hate me after she read that. I want people to judge me on who i am on the inside, not where i've been in life, or where i am going, i want friends who see me for me, and not want to change me, and thats the way i have it. I cause a lot of trouble, and i bring my friends into trouble too. I never meant to hurt anyone, emotionally. I hate broken promises and i hate relying on someone, then they don't come through.. I love meeting new people and i will get along with just anybody, actually anybody. I hate mean people and i'm usually very nice, unless your not nice to me. My cam currently doesn't work at my own house due to the fact i cannot install the software because my disk drive is broken, so the only time i can go live is on another computer, which is rare. But i do have a microphone? That's weird though.. Talk to me :)!<3