My story is far from over. But this is basically my intro ♥

My name is Abigail. I am 16 yrs young. My age changes on the 19th day of the 8th month, every year :) I’m a girl who likes to go with the flow and enjoy what she’s got while she’s got it. I smile with the good and the bad because I believe the only person whose going to change who you are is YOU. I have learned not to depend on others as much as you should depend on yourself because with time people change and you will be left trying to follow them because “you need them” instead of going on with your life. Well I’m 5’7 or so and have glasses and braces [soon to come off], I’m your average geeky teen ;) Right now I love soccer and any neon color! I adore animals and have a bunch of my own. I love Horses, But since my trainer Shawn♥ passed away, I cant think about or ride horses without thinking about him. He has had a big impact on how I look at life, And so much more. I Miss You :)

I really like school but wish I didn’t have to try twice as hard to get a B average when I could have an easy A. The thought of College really scares me. But I don’t like to show it. Sometimes I get really OCD about the smallest things, but those are silly stories for another day haha. I love being funny and making other people happy & I think I’m good at it :D I can also be crazy and SUPERR LOUD; especially in public. I’m basically a little kid at heart, who still needs to be told WASSAP! ;) Lmao!That being said I'd choose frozen yougurt over ice-cream anyday! Thats why I love PINKBERRYY<3 yumm. Candy to me is also only good to a certain extent.

I love shoes and shopping. Sephora is my favorite make-up and perfume store, along with other stores but I can’t stand Mac. I don’t know why but I just can’t. I wear a lot of eyeliner and eye shadows. I don’t like lip gloss to muchhh and my favorite type of make-up is mascara! It has a way of making eyes look really pretty, and I’m a sucker for pretty eyes :D My hair is like whoa! I don’t find it to amazing but other people are constantly complimenting it. It’s just really layered and getting longer. Yes, it’s my natural hair color! And I’m starting to lovee my hair. Sometimes I think I worry too much about it! Haha.

I love the friends I’ve got because not too many people can stand me when I’m annoying or hold me when I’m upset. They will always be there for me, cheering me on or telling me the bad so I don’t hear it from other people. There is really no difference to my family and friends because my friends are so close to me I would consider them my sisters or brothers any day! The people who have tried to do good with me are my parents. I have two sets of parents because when I was 6 I was adopted. I still talk to my birth parents and love them as if they had raised me my whole life and don’t regret being adopted because it has given me a chance to do better with myself. Believe it or not, I will never be alone. Never. I will always have my parents here, my friends, and my 13, not including me, birth brothers and sisters<3 [1.gerald, 2.jr., 3.naomi, 4.edith, 5.julian, 6.isaac, 7.michelle, 8.anadelia, 9.april, 10.marcus, 11, 12, &13: 3 older siblings i hope to soon meet! then it’s me, lol] no they all don’t live with me, and yes i love them all equally ♥

I love music. I have a way with music, just like it has a way with me. Music helps me. When I’m mad or feeling down, hearing the right song always makes me happier. I like all types of music, except for some classical and most jazz. I love going to concerts, because some artist are FUCKING GORGEOUS! ;) Oh and I love their music<3 haha.

Love, Love && Love. That’s an indescribable emotion. And when it hits you, it can hit you HARD! I can’t say that I will ever love how I have loved because I was heartbroken when he left me. I hate how I keep lingering on something that will never be. And I wish it was easier to forget, but something about me is either still sprung or really loved him. It’s hard to explain how I feel sometimes, and it’s even harder to see when people really care for me and I end up blowing them off. I don’t think it was my fault, but I feel like shit everyday and I blame myself. It’s not good for me, or him or anyone quite frankly. If I had one wish, my mind would say to un-do what’s hurting me so much, but my heart would say that it wanted one chance to prove we weren’t a mistake and that there was more to us. I believe that now, if I try hard enough, I can love like I have loved before and I know there will be a lot of “special” someone’s out there so with time I will find the right one and finally believe that maybe you breaking up with me was a good thing after all because it brought me one step closer to the one who would hold me like there was no tomorrow, and kiss me like they have been waiting for me too, and most of all they would look into my eyes and say "i love you" & mean it! ohh and one major thing I want to point out about LOVE is that personally, I believe you can't help who you fall in love with, let it happend and enjoy it because maybe you were ment to be :) Heres a cliche: "Love is Love". No matter what. ♥

A couple things I hate are mean people/people who think theyre better for some reason, & the fact that I get attatched like crazy to a lot of things, Wayy to quickly. Sometimes its not because I want to, But because I feel I need to. & Most of the time I end up getting hurt because of it.