adjust Reality

I write, read, listen, and create. I am human, motivated by instincts, a God of my own pathetic existence. Alone among millions, molded into a modern day misanthrope. I believe in nothing except the tangible, what I can see, and even then the thin veil of deceit can disguise an abomination to look like a rose. This life as we know it is all we have, there is no garden in the sky or a lake of fire below our weary feet. Heaven and Hell exist only in this world in which we live. Heaven is the love of another, the connection between two human beings, the Sun shining through the clouds to create that perfect vision of wonder. Hell exists in the mind, in the heinous acts of others or even the horrible things we do to ourselves. I am evil, I am good, God and Devil. Human. Thats all there is. I am only a product of my environment and experiences. I won't say I'm different or original, but I know I'll never base my decisions off of the status quo.

I'm a theosophist at heart. I'm deep into Philosophy, Horror Novels, Comic Books, and Religion. I'm also mildly interested in Microbiology and Geochemistry. Satire is about all I watch on Tv, but there are a few dramas and old ass sitcoms I enjoy. Most people will tell you I'm rather obscure but it's mostly because i'm half Polak. I don't care for race, sexuality or gender politics, but equal rights. I question everything until I am convinced one way or another, but I usually question discreetly, and I turn everyone I love into glass. I hope we meet up sometime and enjoy each other's company openly. I'm sort of bad at being myself the first few times I meet people, but I open up whenever i see something that fits.