I like to believe in divine chaos. I would also like to believe in love.
I have a passion for many things, most of which would bore you.
I just broke up with one of the most amazing guys I've ever met. I'm not taking it too well but really I couldn't offer him what he really wanted. I feel extremely bad for hurting him but I hope he understands I'm just not in a good enough place right now for that kind of relationship. And plus, he hurt me too.
Oh and I also have quite the collection of creepy dolls... you should ask to see them.
"Among other things, you'll find that you're not the first person who was ever confused and frightened and even sickened by human behavior. You're by no means alone on that score, you'll be excited and stimulated to know. Many, many men have been just as troubled morally and spiritually as you are right now. Happily, some of them kept records of their troubles. You'll learn from them - if you want to. Just as someday, if you have something to offer, someone will learn something from you. It's a beautiful reciprocal arrangement. And it isn't education. It's history. It's poetry."
Sunday, July 6, 2008 9:41:27 PM GMT
Jess I don't hate you, I don't like stickam much no more it's full of drama and I got bored. I pop in and out fast so people know I aint like dead some where.
Wednesday, July 2, 2008 6:16:47 AM GMT
i know i got on this morning to check it cause i just got my comp back last night and i was gonna get on tonight but i just broke up with my bf cause long story but yea i miss you too im gonna try to get on tommorow and talk to all yall tell everyone i said hey and i miss them bunches =D lol
<33 shan
Saturday, June 14, 2008 12:47:13 AM GMT
Stickam is a really fucked up place and so are half the people on it..so if you don't see me on much you know why.