Alek$i$

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, im Lexi, i have no heart. looking for a nightmare? you found me. ill be your worst possible outcome. ill be your last breath, last ounce of your useless blood in your screaming veins. i could be your everything. or your nothing; thats only because nothing lasts forever...or so it seems. the tint on my shades keep me away, and the song in my head hides me. im lost in you. and im going to find a way deeper. i wanna be that thing that crawls under your skin. i want to be your addiction. that addiction there is no rehab for. the one you want to keep. if your lost in me, the exits to the left; cause nothing with me is ever right. want to meet a true fuck up? let me shake your hand. ive been hurt a lot, so have you. you move on. you hide your thoughts in demised copies of Pride and Prejudice . I always wish on 11:11. Time never stops for me; my wish is longer than a whole 60 seconds. Tonight I think to myself what an awful fate that we have been destined for. Living in this world where all we pray for is one day the crying will stop and the longing will fade; and all you have to do is close your bloodshot eyes and forget. If your stuck with me at the end of days. kill yourself. im the nations apocalypse. i live my own fairytale; it wont turn out pretty. downfall and heartbreak should be my last name. you need more on me? ask. im sure to give you a brutal answer. kty. i have alot of sites i go on so ask me if i have the site cause i might ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I'm just a crazy teenager, hoping to get out of this hell of a life I just happen to be living. I must add it has improved dramatically in recent times. Almost like the worse it becomes the better it will eventually be. I aspire to be happy and loved ha ha probably what most people want. I hope to be either a psychotherapist or an actress. I always try to be original, which I think is impossible in this overpopulated world. I always try to be sexy at the same time as my originality takes hold. It doesnt always work out like that though and I probably look like a slut halve the time but HEY wheres the fun in life if you pay attention to what everybody thinks and thses few comments fit well.