Alexandra Nightmare

Greetings, my name is America but I perfer Alexandra. An outcast within the outcast. Definition= does not belong ANYWHERE! I used to say don’t label me but when I did some research to prove that I’m not Goth The evidence just proved that I am Goth but I’m still not a can of soup and remember I don't have a kind! There was this day that I went to the mall in my usual black on black clothes and make-up, and some dude working for cingular a year or longer ago randomly asked me, “Hey! Batgirl! Wanna phone!?” Thanks to my lovely bat necklace [R.I.P.] I LOVE to be bitten in the neck [but my friend gave me too much hickeys that my parents don't allow it. >:(], NEEDLES, nighttime sky, cemeteries [but the old ones and broken grave stones, not the retarded new ones and having the stones flat on the floor], Halloween, RED AND BLACK ROSES, ♠Death-Note, Ryuzaki♥, MOCHI ICE CREAM, bats, Vampires, Vampire Kisses the series, Alexander Sterling, SWEETS, the perfume Japanese Cherry Blossom [I wear it everywhere!], and the cologne Drakkar Noir [If you wear it, I'm glued to you] I HATE Posers [I consider Emos –the ones who act miserable all the time- gothic posers because they try to dress Goth and act emo. HELLO! Emo is short for EMOTIONAL, not misery/masochist], the sun, intolerable people, School, summer, Twilight, Edward Cullen, Bella Swan, the girls who made fun of me for loving vampires and now love that gay cold one [Twilight term, yes, I've read it], <- that they took over Hot Topic [My contaminated home], stereotypes, when people talk “retarded” [like “Wat up foo” or typing l!k3 th!s. Seriously, that does not look cool at all] and balloons My pen name is Alexandra Nightmare I am just another girl I'm loud, out spoken, and an atypical dullsvillian I get easily irritated I have a problem with keeping my opinions to myself when I need to sometimes if you get pissed off at me for that then you can go fuck yourself because I’m just expressing my opinions not forcing you to change I get pissed when people want me to be like them or assume I’m one way cause of the way I dress I don't follow, and I don't lead, which means I'm just an individual I might like your music or style, doesn't mean I'll steal it but I might be influenced by you Brandon is the first guy friend I had, let alone best friend. We were inseparable and that drove a lot of the girls wild because most of them liked him Although I did too… i^-^ Rumors got us to separate unfortunately [thanks a lot you fucking bitch, you had to start those rumors through jealousy] once the dean forced me to talk to him again in eighth grade, things were okay again but not to the way they were before I over-reacted…. Strangely, even to today, people think we’re going out… it’s like seriously??? But I don’t care. As long as I’m still friends with him. I’m happy. ‘Sides, he makes me feel like nothing bad can happen at all. Is that how peace feels? I love to be on stage, I'm addicted to it. I plan to audition for the part of Raven Madison when they give open auditions. I hope they do and I'll be soooo happy if I get the part. I love to sing and act. I also like to draw and design