amandalee
 
Age: 18
Gender: F
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Member Since:
04/12/2008
Last Login:
12/07/2009
Location:
Otto, NC
My Mood:  
Bored
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Status: 
Single

Orientation: 
Straight

Ethnicity: 
Caucasian

Occupation: 
Piggly Wiggly lolz

Hometown:
Plymouth, IN

Language:
English

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About Me
So the name's Amanda...
I'm not the girl you think I am.
It's hard to understand my thoughts half the time.
I tend to second guess myself and have a hard time with decisions.
I often choose other people's happiness over my own.
Trust is a hard thing to explain for me.
I've been hurt many times in the past, but who hasn't?

I can be hypocritical at times.
Like: I want love, but I'm scared of it.
Mostly I'm just afraid of getting hurt yet again.
I don't fall for just anyone.
When I do fall, I fall hard.
Letting go is extremely difficult for me.
As much as I want to & should give up, I never seem to do it.
I feel like there's so much wasted opportunity.

I strongly dislike people who mess with other's hearts for no reason.
I don't see the point in being a liar, player, or cheater.
At the end of the day, you're still just alone
& obviously unhappy with yourself if you have to lie.

I keep everything bottled inside...
Until I have a major breakdown like once a month.
That's when writing becomes my escape.
I try not to be as judgmental as I used to be.
You never truly understand someone until you talk to them.
There's never a second that I'm not curious about something.
I tend to think too much & worry often.
That's my way of showing I care.

Satisfaction is pretty much my main dream.
I know I'll get there one day, but waiting sucks.
I still get scared thinking of the future...
However, I'm tired of stalling.
I am trying to get back on track with my life again.
I may not be 100% ready yet, but I need the change.
Like I said before, I don't like wasted opportunities.

I am Here for: 
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RIP Justin
FEBUARY 26,1991 - JANUARY 09,2009

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1. Don't be perverted. Especially if you're over 25.
I don't want to hear it, nor will I reply.
I will emphasize this too: DO NOT CALL ME BABY OR BABE -_-
Don't ask me to show or ask me to watch cause the answer will always be no.
If you persist, I have no problem banning you!
2. Don't send just "what's up" messages.
You can obviously see what im doing.
3. Don't ask for aim, yahoo, or msn sn if you've never talked to me before.
Why would I want to spend my time receiving im's from strangers?
Get to know me first and ask me a real question.
4. Don't get mad or send me hatemail if I don't reply right away.
Keep in mind, I have other things to do.
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Comments ( 44 )
VALENTI...
 

yew, should make me a sign. <3 how was the party, btw? xD
jesi_lu...
 

gues who loves ya...i dew :)) gah...we sum crazzy ass ppls but we good at wat we dew. lol again...LOVE ya chiky pea ((: ~jesi
clyde861
 

get on mah live
Jared F...
 

come in my live oh and subscribe
emmaGEE
 

HEY HEY HEY I'M GOING TO TRY TO BE ON ALL DAYYYY TODAY! :d
emmaGEE
 

OMFG! Amandurrr! I finally bleached my hair myself! The underlayers, of course. Well I'll get on stickam when I can if you text me at 254//339//2519. I miss talkin to you, girl D: xx
Jamaime...
 

I"M IN FRANKLIN BYOTCH!
Jamaime...
 

420!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG GUESS WHAT!!!!! MY SISTER IS GETTING MARRIED JULY 11 AND SO IM GOING TO BE UP IN FRANKLIN NC!!!!!!! WE MUST HANG OUT!!!!
emmaGEE
 

omg! YESHHHHH! xx
emmaGEE
 

idjsafkdjsnfsaf duuuuude i got that comment a day later xD ahha xx
Manda!&...
 

heyyy add mii other stickammm stickam.com/sexythang1234 [=
emmaGEE
 

noooo!!!!!!!!!! where you movin? i misses you a fuckload! like i barely get on anymore :/ i love your bangs btw :)
version...
 

Amanda &amp; Secret
Manda!&...
 

haha u go livee my live is being stupid lol
Jared F...
 

hey, im jared jerkit. come in my live sometime and subscribe to me, oh and also add my myspace. www.myspace.com/jared_foste