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I cant use the the bottom of the screen bcuz my laptop is a notebook and its screen is too small.PM

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Something You Should Know About Me

I'm

I'm 19

My Bday is on June 3

I live in

I'm Taken by Julian 11/27/11 <3

My nickname is

For the people who think rainbows are gay they are wrong.

But I have been called other names like A.J.,Rainbonic Prime,and

I have brown hair with

colors in it and purple at the ends.

I don't label myself.

My fave colors are pretty much the colors of the

because I wear them all the time.

To tell you the truth purple will always be my all time fave.

I hate pink.

Well if I find something that has a little bit of pink in it that I like I will still wear it.

I have 1 cats.

Her name is Spazz.

I have two sister's, Anslie and Angela.

I'm living with dad.

I'm living with him because I don't have a job and I'm still in high school.

I'm going to an adult school so I can finish quicker.

More than likely I will finish late 2012.

I want to finish high school for my grandma and because now a days having a GED doesn't get you a job or at least a good one.

I've never had a job.

I have been more worried about school than getting one.

I can get one now but I won't change my hair just to have one.

Also I don't have my own car.

I don't know how to drive and I don't want to know how.

I hate being in cars and ect.

So I know I won't be able to handle driving.

I don't like my dad.

I'm the middle child.

I have A.D.D.,Visual Processing Disorder,and Auditory Processing Disorder which are disabilities.

I'm trying to over come it.

I'm Cuban,Swiss,English,and Irish.

I think school sucks because I'm not good at it.

But at least I try my best to do my work.

In a way I wish there were things that I could wear that no one else has.

Because of this I want to start my own clothing line.

So I won't look like everyone else.

I make my own hair bows and necklaces for that reason as well.

I really want spider bites,my neck,and my tongue pierced.

But I will have to wait until I live on my own since my dad won't let me get them while I live with him.

I see the world differently than other people do.

I don't want to be like everyone else.

I just want to be me.

To the people I don't like, I never say anything bad about them anymore.

What's the point of doing it?

They leave me alone and I'm sure they don't say anything about me.

Even if they did I wouldn't care.

It doesn't make what they say is true.

I want to do something that no one else has done.

I want to live my life knowing that I will never follow what someone else is doing because that's not me.

I want to save peoples lives through the power of

I want to see if I can make my dreams and other peoples dreams come true.

Life is too short.

And I want to live mine to the fullest.

I know life is hard.

We still have to live it though.

So don't go off by killing yourself just because you think your life sucks.

Your not the only one who feels that way and there are other people in this world whose life is worse off than yours.

Don't worry.

Everything will be alright.

I do agree with the saying in the picture above this but sadly I haven't lived my own life like that.

I haven't been happy since I was 12 years old.

I got into a car accident that has my views darken.

To be honest I don't know how to be happy on my own.

People have stopped talking to me when I told them this.

But let me explain my reasons why I'm like this.

Since the accident nothing seemed to get better.

Not having much of a life didn't help.

I have friends but we only hang out at school.

I havent really hung out with friends outside of school since I was in middle school.

I don't know why.

I have tried to make plans with them but they never went through.

So I gave up on trying.

My parents fought all the time even though they weren't together.

Having to deal with my moms boyfriends which all of them were so mean.

Having both my parents treat me like crap making me feel like a failure and throwing everything I've done wrong back in my face.

Not always having enough money to pay for things and almost getting kicked out.

I'm sure there's more than that but that's all I can think of for now.

All I know how to feel is sadness,loneliness, and depression.

I have been searching for ways to fix this.

But I have found one person showed me the way to be and that's Julian.

He has showed me what life really means and what I was so blind that I didn't see the truth until now.

Thanks Julian for shows me not just love but true happiness.

Andy was the love of my life.

He meant everything to me.

But he died taking some drugs for more than likely pain and depression.

We weren't talking when it happened because he didn't want me to know he was already dieing.

No one knows what he was dieing of though.

But Andy was my last hope of true happiness.

R.I.P. Andy I will always love you.

Now that he's gone love seems dead along with happiness.

But Julian has changed that for me <3

I'm a person with a big heart.

I can't live my life so negatively anymore.

It's draining.

I have things to do, things to accomplish, a life to lead.

I'm very accepting of most people, and have so much respect for those who commit themselves to certain lifestyles.

Of course, like all people, I have a nasty streak.

Not something I'm proud of.

Overall,I try to be a good person,I don't lie or cheat, I'm open and honest, and I'm currently molding myself to be the best I possibly can.

And if my best just doesn't happen to be good enough, there's nothing I can do about it.

I believe in God.

I don't care if you don't like it or if you don't believe in him.

I use to go to church on Sunday's and Wednesday's.

But that's when I lived with my older sister Angela.

And on Sunday's when I lived with my mom sometimes.

I believe you don't have to go to church or be a Christan to believe in God.

This link is to a video that will show you the truth.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1IAhDGYlpqY&list=UUc4yillQaNo6a-iG2PYbbrA&index=1&feature=plcp

I do support gays and ect.

I'm scared to ride in a car because of a car accident I was in which I talked about in the earlier.

That day changed my life forever.

But I found out that I died and got brought back to life at the site and if I wouldn't of made it out alive my dad would have died as well.

He told me that he wouldn't stand to live knowing I wasn't alive anymore.

I love gay people.

If you don't like it then tell it to someone who cares.

I am full of flaws.

You might think I look cool or whatever.

But looks aren't everything.

I'm not perfect.

I never thought I was.

I respect those people who say they're not perfect and say they have flaws.

Everyone does.

one of my friends (Drew) helped me realize that without the flaws we have, no one would be the way they are now.

I want to be the girl who takes boys breath away.

Even though I really don't think I'm pretty.

I have only had two boyfriends in person.

The longest out of the two was 3 weeks.

I have had alot over the phone and online boyfriends.

I lost count on how many.

I just want to find love.

But Andy was it.

I was with him for one year and four months.

Now that I have Julian though I know I will be with him a lot longer than that.

I have never had sex.

That will change when I get to be with Julian.

I don't know what I would do if there was no

I like all types

I am shy, funny, cool, and random.

I can't help that I'm shy.

I've never had a chance to get over it.

I hope one day I get to be in a band,make art,design clothing,and do photography for a living.

I hope I can do it all.

If I do get that chance I will share the money I would make and give it to people who need it more than I do.

Not just people but cures,animals,and to help clean up the world.

There are times I can get really quiet, unless you start talking to me.

everything I can.

I write poems.

I play

but I suck at it.

Since I love vampires I want this grill

I love taking pictures.

But taking pictures of the sky is what I love to do the most.

The only reason why is because the sky never looks the same it always changes.

I've been taking pictures for 8 years.

I have been drawing for 9 years.

I love acoustic music.

I love bells.

I love the