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but really promoting myself musically
as well as others, like so...

[http://www.ytcracker.com]
[and yes, i do post on digitalgangster.com
my name is barbie on the forum.]


I am Here for: 
Kanye West once said that Michael Jackson used to make music with a picture of Prince on the wall. I don't know if that's true or not, but I do know that I rewound that quote at least seven times on my TiVo after hearing him say it. It is truly mind-blowing how much our competitive nature drives us to push ourselves further than we ever thought we could go. I know that I study the actions of my peers to motivate myself. I usually get what I want. I don't understand the concept of boundaries and I don't care about rules or morals. Remember, before you challenge me, I've probably already analyzed you enough to the point where, if confronted, I can probably turn you against yourself without going out of my way to make you look bad. I don't have to. I let my opinions speak for themselves.


I'm usually right,
but I always win.


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If I could only say one thing to the world, it'd be this -
be real and true to yourself no matter what people come up with in return.
Everyone knows that the most noteworthy successes in human history were originally plagued by negative controversy and skepticism.
I believe that if you allow your true feelings to guide you, you will become real. Self-actualization is so much more than public acceptance and general approval. In fact, I don't think most people will ever reach that state before death. The simple metaphorical bridge between desire and logic is the most difficult to build, and the easiest to burn. I believe that only when one has truly linked their head to their heart can they be considered human. Until then, what separates a person from just a mannequin?


Hobbies: 
lots of things.
singing is my life.
partying is fun.

...and I especially enjoy kicking your ass in dodgeball.
Hit me up, you're goin' downnn. ;]

Favorite Movies: 
cruel intentions, the nightmare before christmas, basically anything done by tim burton, actually.

I saw Singing in the Rain .for the first time recently and it might be the most amazing thing I've ever seen on film.

Favorite TV Shows: 
scrubs, the l word, criss angel. haha

Favorite Music: 
good music.

Favorite Books: 
Books? What are books? Everytime I visit a new place, it changes me forever.
Sometimes it makes me want to relive the experience again and again,
other times, the very thought of returning to that place makes my stomach turn and the acid burn the inner lining of my esophagus. Regardless, no matter how sickening it is, or how much it makes my blood boil and my skin crawl to go back to that place, I know that everything I've ever experienced is just a step in learning more about the world around me and the people in it. I won't be fooled next time. I can promise you that.

I Love: 
bites on the neck, kisses on the forehead, and people smoking. It's always a turn-on for me, I have no idea why. Smoking is bad, though. Don't do it.

I Hate: 
cooties.
i hate cooties.

and people begging me to show, school, ignorance, closed-mindedness, that's about it.

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Megarrr, Me, Brittany
We're pretty cool I gotta say.

Myspace: http://www.myspace.com/5455227
keep an eye on this.

it's not fucking over, assholes.
This is me.
Any questions?


Click this to see me sing...sort of.

When I first got this account, I never intended to use it as much as I ended up using it.
I took a break from stickam for a while, but I still come on.
You can find me around, I'm sure.
I'm fucking everywhere on here.
I can't promise that the experience in my room is PERFECT,
but I can promise that I'll try to make it fun for me,
and if it's fun for me, it'll probably be fun for you, too.



My name is Chelsea. I sing, it's my life, period. If you know me, you know me. There's no big mystery to who I am. I'm exactly who you see on here. I'm exactly who you saw in the halls in high school. That's me. I don't have an image to uphold. My reputation is ever-changing. I don't have a "clique" that I fit into because I defy every boundary. I love to laugh. In fact, I laugh at everything. Even serious situations. Probably something else to do with my insecurities. Call me conceited. Call me a slut. I dare you. Call me whatever you want. Chances are, you'll still be wrong. Believe it or not, I'm NOT sexually active. My entire role as "audiowhoregasm" started as a joke. I'm probably the least promiscuous person you'll ever meet. I'm flirtatious to the max, but I'm a total and complete cocktease. Don't get your hopes up. I do think I'm different than everyone else. I honestly believe that, even though I know it's not true. I do know what love feels like. I have been in love. Schoolwise, I hate math with a passion. I can't stand the sciences, most of the time. History is okay, but I LOVE ENGLISH. Writing is one of my other favorite things. I love to read things that are worth reading. In fact, I'm really not a ditz...even though I may seem like it. Music, however, is my first love. I dream of being onstage, even though I have terrible stage fright. I hate it when people claim to hate things just to look cool. Grow up. I used to be a cutter and I have realized it never made me feel as good as I do now...so it wasn't worth it. I was Straight Edge for four years, but I've come to realize that living by the boundaries and rules of Edge is only an act if you really don't believe in it. I do believe in partying in moderation, but an occasional walk on the wild side only hurts the weak. I'm strong enough to hold my own in instances where my state of mind may be compromised. I'm not an idiot. People who get themselves into regrettable situations in an altered state of mind have nobody to blame but themselves. I am bisexual, and if you don't like it, get off my profile right now. Don't even think about adding me. I refuse to be associated with people who don't believe in equality for ALL who are in love. I'm really into gay rights and helping to end discrimination so that everyone can live how they want to live. My mother is extremely unwelcoming to my lifestyle and chooses to watch over me like I'm some kind of felon, just because of who I am. It disgusts me. If you want to know anything about me at all, I'll probably tell you... I'm a virgin to almost ALL things sexual. However, I probably think about sex more than a lot of people who do it every day. Chances are, if I'm really bored and staring off into space with that look, you know, that look on my face? Yeah. I'm probably thinking about it. I love getting messages. Don't disappoint me. Meeting me could be the best or worst thing that has ever happened to you.



I'm not undercover about anything at all because I am up-front, and I'm direct. I don't take an easy way out and talk about people behind their backs, because I don't need to. I've got too much to do, and not a long enough life to do it.
You're only young once.
Beauty fades.

"I've never seen anyone love makeup as much as you do, or the way that you do, Chelsea."
- Mom.

YES, I wear makeup. Of course I do. I'm a girl, and makeup interests me. That's one of the things I wanna do as a career. Got a problem with it? Too bad. One side of my family is composed almost completely of cosmetology school graduates [my own mother even attended] a taste for makeup and hair is in my blood. The other side of my family is musical, so the being gifted in both worlds comes naturally; frankly, I couldn't have asked for better genes. I'm addicted to appearances. I'm also a perfectionist. Since nothing can ever be perfect, I know my high standards are my tragic flaw. I can't help but stare at myself in every reflective surface. It's not because I think I'm beautiful, [becauseidon't.] it's because I'm constantly trying to perfect myself. I'm incessantly trying to come up with new ways to change my look. I dye/cut my hair dramatically at times. I believe your appearance should be something that you're proud of. It should be something that expresses everything you feel inside. I want everyone to hear my face. [apparently, I must have a lot to say.] I guess it's somewhat true, what they say...you're attracted to people a lot like yourself. I am extremely attracted to androgynous boys, or guys that wear makeup. I can't really explain it, it's really strange. Androgyny has always fascinated me, even from a very young age. The boundaries of gender are so constricting, so unecessary. Everyone should be able to express themselves, no matter their sex, forever daring to push the envelope and blur the line between femininity and masculinity in a way that comes out as beautiful rather than boy or girl. Beauty has no gender. It has no definition. It is up for interpretation. It is an equal opportunity employer. I love when girls wear way too much eyeliner. I love the final outcome of your taking too long to get ready. It will be worth it to me. I love glamour. I only wish it would love me back. I see myself as a person with makeup. That's how I feel like I [should] look. I express myself through many different avenues, including my makeup. Therefore, I don't consider myself fake. That's that. It makes me fucking sick sometimes the way people wanna put themselves into a category, or pretend to like/hate certain things to make themselves cool. I know I'm not cool and I don't care. I like what I like because I like it and I don't give a shit if you think it's "dumb." Yeah, designer shit is great but I think it's stupid as fuck to go out and buy a plain white tee shirt for 100 dollars because it was made by a certain company, when you could get the same thing anywhere else for 10. I think that fashion is what you make it. If you have the confidence and the fucking balls to wear a dress out of paper, you can make it look just as fabulous as a dress spun from threads of pure gold. You can't let your clothes carry you, you have to carry your clothes...or you may as well forget them altogether. Makeup, too. Brushes are great, but sometimes I love to use my hands to apply makeup...I'm not afraid to touch. I believe saving certain things for a special occasion can get boring. Don't waste your time and your money wishing you could wear something, wear it. If you want to do something crazy with your makeup, do it. Show no fear. If something is truly how you feel inside, and you express it outwardly in your appearance, it will never be recieved poorly. Bad fashion happens when people stop listening to themselves. Bad music happens when it doesn't come from the heart. Life, to me, is about feeling...not thinking. Life is about hearing every wonderful sound and seeing every gorgeous thing out there. It's about exploring and touching and smelling and tasting everything wonderful and exciting. I love love, and I love pain because it's an emotion. I even like physical pain (to a certain extent...) because it makes me feel alive. I'm really emotional and sensitive. The smallest things can make me feel amazing, or tear me to the lowest low. Some people would want to change this because the pain is so unbearable, but the truth is, when something feels good, it's incredible...and I wouldn't have it any other way. I don't plan a lot because I like everything to fall into place as it goes along. I fantasize a lot, but I never plan. Fantasizing is the creative version of thinking. I love it. I don't see myself as an artist, more as a mass of emotion, feeling, sensitivity and color put together to resemble a human. I know I'm gonna do something special in the future...I just don't know what that is yet. Until then, I'm just living every day to the fullest to try to feel everything I possibly can. I'm not afraid to admit that I'm enthralled with the lifestyles and customs of those who are different than I am. I want to learn and grow through the knowledge and understanding of other cultures and walks of life, as well as helping people understand my own personal views. I want people to have an open mind and an open heart. I want to be able to walk down the street and say "hi" to every person I see, and I want them to know my name. [and they will.]
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Sydney ...
 

Lol Stickam is addicting to me right now, cause it's new to me...I remember you b/c you were good friends with Whitney and I was friends with her in one of my classes...plus I'm really good friends with Norman...and I'm sure you know him from Kirsten.
Sydney ...
 

Okay, so you defintely went to Barron when I was there. It's weird seeing you here, you look great btw.
chambo426
 

daaammn you can really sing! i see you're live now but im supposed to be working right now so i gotta get goin haha!
DeAnna ...
 

after reading ur profile, i think i could give u a run for ur money on loving make up. just ask anthony, lmao <333
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audio rox!
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hey hows it going? ;]
smileb182
 

heyy whats up?
robbyboy
 

dangg every time i log back onto stickam your profile catches my eye you are easily one of the most beautiful girls on this site =]
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omg Chelsea ILY! :)))
tomneo2004
 

thank you add me
ABCDesmond
 

screw pillow talk .. PILLOW FIGHT!! is where its at
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yo. wtf . when did this happen.
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raymondd
 

Wow i saw the youtube ideo you hav linked on your page, Sing, etc. Damn you were a shitload better than expected :) your awesome. Even made me semi-like a miley cyrus song lmfao and Rent was awesome. Good job keep it up
wavesxaway
 

hey gorgeous how are you?