avidpain

Yo, its blake, welcome to my pro Im editing this shit today why today? Its 1-1-09 A new year A new me And im leaving the past behind except for 2 things my friends and my girlfriend Whats my new years resolution? its not really a "new years" resolution just my solution and it is Dont put up with shit from anyone. So where do i start to clean my plate #1) amelia, your the bitch that created the insane person i am, and in a way i thank you, but you dont deserve my gratitude. Ive said i hate you, i meant it, i still do, ive also said i loved you and hated you at the same time, but youve dwindled to a pure hate. Im ready for you to stay out of my life and let me live how i want to, youve made your impact, not many people can do that, but your time has come to live without me. I wont be your behind bars lover and i wont be your best friend, let alone your friend period. goodbye. #2) erica, where the fuck do i start, youve killed my brothers and sisters, you made me fight for life, in my eyes, thats nearly denying my life, on top of that pregnancy to keep my dad???? yeahhhh sorry bitch FUCK YOU. i stay with you cause im not as mean as you, i wont let you die due to my absence to shove it in your face that i fought against your hellish womb to live, and ill let you live to see the misery youve caused and watch you feel as i felt in a year and a half when i leave to be succesful on my own. you said it yourself, i dont need you anymore, i deal with shit better then you do. As well, i will say goodbye now because it wont be worth my energy to watch you cry vodka when i say goodbye in person. #3) Everyone else, who has caused a problem, your off the hook, i dont care about you as i did, probably wont ever again, but your lucky i wont hate you. When the opportunity came, id seize it and ruin your life otherwise. i wont say goodbye to you, but then again, im not gunna say hello either. so peace out girl scout!