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My Name Is: Bailey Nicole Crowl and I could care less of what you think about me. I live to live and I’m not going to let you change my outlook. Read this whole thing if you don’t want to waste my time explaining it through conversation. My mind is set in a cement path, there are too many opinions to state all in one sitting. Every day is a production, Some days its like I wear my feelings on my sleeve and the others its like I’m a professional actress. I’m not like most girls I guess, who’ll say “I have something important on my mind all the time.” I usually actually don’t unless something interesting has happened, and my life isn’t that interesting. I let my mind wander, and I’ll pretty much fall asleep in the middle of the day. <big>I take pride in what I do and how I look</big>, as self conscious as I may be, I’m proud on how I look in the end. We’re all the victims of our own doing. I don’t have a religion, but I do believe that there is Karma in the world and that Buddha was the best man to ever live next to Martin Luther King Jr., both men did wonderful things. Buddha was looking for the end to suffering; Martin Luther helped us be diverse. If I were to choose a religion it would be Buddhism fo sho. I don’t have any direction in my life, but I know where I want to get to and its nothing special.
I want to live in a small apartment with a kitchen, a living room, and at least one bedroom. My bedroom will have a big window that I’ll buy cheap blankets to cover the windows, and my bed will be on the floor with a heap of comforter, sheets, and pillow. In my room I’ll have drawings all over the walls, it’ll be a gray room, but to me it’ll be happy. The creative writings that’ll be made in that room, I’ll have an old fashioned type writer and a computer. I’ll live like I’m poor even if I become rich. People who show off their money deserve to get robbed. My future life, whenever it may come, will be classy, I’ll be a citizen who doesn’t care, I’ll make my living off of modeling, art, music, writing, and whatever the fuck else I can ever think of that I’ve always wanted to do. I want roommates that I can keep up until six in the morning; we’ll laugh and drink voddy.sleep until one in the afternoon, we’ll wake up lazily to continue on with our lives that have become nothing but pages in a book that will end with a shocking surprise.
If I actually had the money I’d give to the poor and mock the rich. I don’t want to mature much farther than I’ve matured already. My opinions are set, and unless you can prove to me that my opinion is on the wrong side don’t bother. I’m stubborn but I’m kind, I respect people’s opinions, I give them mine and if they want to agree they can. But Hey! If you hate me for giving you an opinion that differs from yours go right ahead, I’ll walk away, and I’ll do it with dignity. Call me a circus performer, but <big>I love dressing like a freak.</big> If I don’t care I won’t listen. Oh and I guess if you people even care about all these sexualities I’m pansexual, I’m done explaining it, so if you ask I won’t tell you. That’s what an online dictionary is called. I don’t live to impress anyone anymore. I’m fucking fourteen years old; don’t ask me about my age anymore, I wouldn’t lie about my damn age.
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