Lifeiz2Sh0rT

Aim:Life iz 2 Sh0rt Yahoo:Beanzrican ::Not everybody has to love me or even like me I dont nenecessarily like everybody I kno, So why should everybody else like me?I enjoy being liked and I enjoy being loved But if someone doesnt like me, I will be ok And still feel like Im an ok person I cannot make sumbody like me Any more than sumone can get me to like them I dont need approval all the damn time if sum 1 does not approve of me, I will be okay:: ummmmm a guy. i have a face and a body. &&& i breathe sometimes. its pretty fun. i am 21.fohreal. im really sarcastic. im a dork. & its okay. There might actually be some intelligent life on here....... lmaooo Dont kno why the hell im on this page... uhhh dont have anything remotely witty to say so... "holler"? Ok so this is where I`m expected to say something obnoxiously charming while explaining my theories on the universe and how it all somehow relates to this weeks epiode of American idol, but alas, it`s not within my character to do so. I`m notorious for my stunning appearance and my offputting cheery disposition. . .right. . .see this is what happens when you pay someone their body weight in peanut butter to make you a webpage about yourself. It is true however that like, any witty *bleep*, I tend to use a comedic defense mechanism to avoid awkward pauses such as this one. . . . . . .. . . . . . . . .::crickets:: . . . . . . . . . .. . (and this is where I dispel your assumption of my immense boredom,because though I am bored, I`m avoiding doing work and basically anything else that might threaten to be productive.) Im real cool, Im real down to earth... not one of these fake bull*bleep*ters, nor am I one trying to front like hes smart or deep when hes really not (im the real deal bebe!)... I am what i am and im def different. Def differnt than the average head on here... show me love and I will certainly return it back... And finally (yes this is it) "Life wouldn`t nearly be as interesting if we were all the same but at least we`d have perfect harmony. No good or bad, sort of like never being born. You`dnever be able to feel mistery but then again never feel love." Folks, the moral of the story is with bad comes good... andvice-versa dont expect anything less or more... just deal and enjoy when ya can... lmao, kinda like reading thru this whole page, tiring probably (I commend those tolerant enough to brave my long winded rants and nack for restating the obvious) ... but hey if it left the 3 people who prob read thru this thinking... Then hey, it was the most worthwhile thing ive done all week... much love, one peace out Mi gente... GrRrrrRrrRR ok let me get to the point i made this page like 4 years ago to chat wit "gurls" and blah blah blh but in its epect evolution and transformation ive gotten to know the people within the fly and distorted pix ive come to know people across the state and border lines ive made many of freinds and foes and yet my life feals empty if thiers one thing ive learned form mg and any other basis of chat whether it be a chatline,website,or club is that people are sad and lonly within thier much aparent glamorous exterior the pretties flowers can have the sharpest thorn time goes by and by and yet my sentimites toward man kind are almost the sam we are born manipulated and then sent out to the world to be indeviduals well id unno poeple iam done so far but ill be back to type more nonsence We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is s h a t t e r e d and we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon. But that doesn`t diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives. ::After a while you learn the subtitle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, And you learn that love doesnt mean leaning and company doesnt mean security, And you begin to learn that kisses arent contracts and presents arent promises, And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open,with the graceof an adult, not the giref of a child, And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrows groud is too uncertain for plans,