Izabella | New Jersey | Single | 15
Im confusing, ignorant, blunt but sweet, and chances are you have met someone somewhat like me before. I dont have myself figured out, i'm just many different pieces of my past that form me. I'm just a stupid teenager waiting for the day she can leave newjersey, to a place with oportunity. I want to be remembered.Not a face that fades and a name forgotten.
I'm not here to fit in, to be judged, to be one of you. I'm not fake,or plastic I'm real , I'm human, I breath, eat, sleep, and feel just like everybody else. Dont expect anything more than that from me.I am not original. I am the combined efforts of everyone I have ever known, so go ahead and call me pathetic.Most people judge me quick, and dont care to get to know me. But i guarantee you that what u think is the exact opposite of ME, thats how it always turns out.
I'm very stuborn and opinionated and probably care less about your opinon towards me.I see things a lot differently than most do, and Im not fully here all the time. I rethink things over and over again, and observe my situations to much. Nothing is considered simple in my eyes. I like to take chances, try new things. I'm trying to not regret my past,becasue it is gone, done. and now matter how hard i try it will never change. I'm trying to change my outlook, bring it from negative to positive.I try not to over think my future, because it isn't here yet. I live in the present, cos so far its all I have. i'm afraid of things people don't understand, people don't take the time to understand. Some, that i still don't fully understand. And i hate that.
You don't know me, i don't know me.You may think you know me but the truth is no one does, I dont even know myself. I've become lost in all the drama, lies and false hopes. I'm not who i was a year ago or even a month ago. i'm not who you think i am, not even close. everyone has a story, everyone has depth. just look closer.
aim; axhappymeal | myspace.com/284299682
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