I've been to hell and back. I trip over myself, I spill shit, I laugh like an idiot. I cuss at people I don't even know. I talk shit, and I get myself into stupid things. Drama, I start it, I can finish it too. I get into trouble, I make trouble. I'm not smart with it comes to drugs and alcohol. I mess up. I fuck up. I fall up. I trip up. I screw up.I learn my biggest lessons through my dreams. I take the hit and I stand like i wasn't even touched. Make fun of me and I'll laugh and ignore it. I am extreamly self-conscious, but confident at the same time. Life is real. And I'm messing it up everyday, in every way. People ask if I have regrets. Hell to the fucking no! Because at one point, I'll think back, laugh, and remember the hell of an interesting life i had, that taught me a lesson. I'm on this earth for a reason. Making mistakes doesn't make me less of a person. It makes me stronger than I already am. Learn the hard way, get my punishment, understand the reason of discipline, have no complaints, and no regrets. Eyes open, chin up, mouth smiling, deep breathes. We're alive and we were made to learn from the stupid shit we do. So sit back and enjoy the show. Life is what I want it to be, the power is mine and in my hands to make it what i want. Blink once, think twice. No one can tell me how to live MY life, and I REFUSE to let them take over MY wheel. Once you're in my car you're gunna get the ride of your life. So hold on tight, put on yr seatbelt, CAUSE IT'S GUNNA BE A BUMPY RIDE.
