I'm fat and ugly, I have an overbite and I hate the way I look.. I'm suicidal ( not emo, dumb ass). I'm Gothic at heart and look best in my true attire. I may act sweet, but I'm a real bitch.. If you start with me, you'll never get me to shut up. So I advise you not to try.. I'm mean, cold hearted.. I don't give a fuck about you or what you say.. I don't care about life or living.. I really don't give a shit if you accept my or not.
My job in life is to listen and try to give sound advice.. My life is devoted to carrying your problems on my shoulders and my job is to help you become happy again. It is not in my job description to be happy my self.
I may smile, but they rarely ever are true.
I am Here for:
For my self... I come here to release my self of half the shit that goes wrong in my life...I don't need anymore bull shit hassling me over stupid shit.. My friends are here and maybe someone that likes me.... MAYBE.. I doubt it, but it's possible..
Hobbies:
Singing
Drawing
Writing
Chating
Html
Pissing you off
Being a bitch
The \m/orgue ( go here to hang with friends)
Pablo's live (I go here when he's live)
Sleepi Tyme Radio
Youtube
Creating things
Having a imagination
Favorite Movies:
The Grudge(1,2,3)
The Crow
Edward Scissor Hands
Powder
Interview With a Vampire: The Vampire Chronicles
Favorite TV Shows:
Total Nonstop Action( wrestling )
House
Bleach
Inyusha
Kenshen
DBZ
Animal Cops
Cops
WWE Wrestling ( Sometimes)
Favorite Music:
i haz:
63mins alternate
106mins blues
3mins A capella
3mins classical
2.6hrs comedy
3.9hrs country
2.1hrs dance
4.2hrs electronica
2.5hrs folk
2mins hip-hop
2mins jazz
116mins metal
18.5hrs misc
2.7hrs other
5.2hrs pop
14mins rap
2.4hrs rap & hip hop
72mins reggae
52mins religious
37mins rock
5.2hrs rock/pop
5.2hrs soundtracks
5.8hrs unknown
Favorite Books:
Daphne's Book-Mary Downing Hahn
(adventure/mistery)
Hit or Myth-Robert Asprin
(adventure)
Jeremy Thatcher, Dragon Hatcher- Bruce Coville
(adventure)
The Ghosts of Harrel-Willo Davis Roberts
(mistery/Horror)
The Demon Rake-Gayle Buck
(romance novle)
I Love:
Pablo- great friend
Beast- great friend
Sir Corpse- great friend
The \m/orgue - great room
Pablo's live- funn place
my friends
(extension for " I hate" section)
1.) I hate people that pretend to love you when they really don't.
2.) I hate people that are in it only for sex...
3.) I hate people that look at me and judge me for what i look like and not who i am...
4.) I hate people that think everything is impossible just because of the distance...
5.) I hate people that hurt me....
6.) I hate people that pretend to be in a relationship with me and then push me away..
7.) I hate people that keep taking my heart and throwing it away...
8.) I hate people that make me sad or cry..
9.) I hate people that expect me to be perfect..
10.) I hate people that expect me to spell perfect..
11.) I hate people that cheat on me because other woman are much prettier then me..
12.) I hate people that get together with me because they pitty me or they are unsure if they even want me..
13.) I hate people that say " i love you" and don't mean it...
14.) I hate people that say or think i'm not good enough...
15.) I hate people when they decide they're not good enough...
16.) I hate people that can't listen to me..
17.) I hate people that can't see what i am offering..
18.) I hate people that are shallow..
19.) I hate people that expect me to disrespect my parents..
I Hate:
20.) I hate people that can't take care of their selves ( not smoking, not drinking excessively, doing drugs)
21.) I hate people that don't like that i get attached quickly...
22.) I hate people that abuse animals.
23.) I hate people that hunt for fun instead of food.
24.) I hate people that are prejudice.
25.) I hate people that are disrespectful.
26.) I hate people that kill people for what the look like or do.
27.) I hate people that hide behind the bible as a reason to poke fun at people.
28.) I hate people that are childish.
29.) I hate people that are snooty.
30.) I hate people that are perverts.
31.) I hate people that lie to me.
32.) I hate people that are scams.
33.) I hate people that think money is everything or sex is everything.
34.) I hate people that act like idiots/ jerks.
35.)I hate people that... go ahead, give me another reason to hate.
Most of All...
I hate my self.
I hate the way i look...
I hate life....
I hate everything..
And that's all i got to say...
