| I've pleased so many people in life, and I'm sick and tired of it. I do what everyone else says - what everyone else wants, and if I do something that's the opposite, I feel disgusting and guilty about it. I'm done with that, done. It's all about me now, I'm putting myself first this time and no one is gonna stop me. I don't care if I appear selfish, or care what anybody thinks this time around, I want to experience my life, I'm gonna do whatever I want to do. ________________________________________________________________ I consider myself an old soul in a young body; I always knew I was born in the wrong decade. I kiss no one's ass, if I don't like you, you'll know it. I lie just to make things go my way.I think I'm always right, even when I'm wrong.I cheat. I steal. I drink. And I have a mouth like a sailor.I'm a bad influence.Still wanna be my friend? ______________________________________________________________ My name is Samantha and that's all you're entitled to know. I'm intelligent and opinionated, and couldn't care less whether you like it or not. I am who I am, and not everything about me is easy to understand. It's extremely impossible to know me through a few pixels, and a few paragraphs. Or then again maybe that's all we really are. I'm young; I revel in the present, but think about the past often. I admire older people and envy them at how much they've seen, and know. I take great pleasure in creating and seeing art. I love to travel and one day, I will have been around the world twice over. I have a good head on my shoulders and I know where I'm going in life. I'm up for anything, and can't wait what life decides to do with me next. Myspace- Myspace isn't as fun as it used to be. I'm sick and tired of it. Myspace does not rule your life, and you will not become famous because you like hello kitty and have 3543654 amount of friends. You did not start a trend, stop saying you were into something "way before [insert sterotype]" ever was and it annoys the shit out of you because they think they're whatever you really are just because they own something that makes them appear that way. You are not a Scene Queen, blood does not pour from your mouth, you are not a zombie, Gloomy Bear and whatever other plush toys you paid $8.99 for at Hot Topic that you take pictures with will not make you seem cool. You are 15+ years old, stop dressing like you're 5. Internet fame is pathetic. Life- Where do I live? 503 Oregon. Thanks I know, you can bow at my feet now. I don't want a happy life. Who would want to describe something, and use a word as mundane at that? No. I want my life to be so incredibly amazing, and that it takes my breath away. I want my life to be the best it can possibly be. I want it to be so good, it's too good to be true; and when I try to explain it with words I want there to be no adjective that could define it. Relationships- I'm fed up, I've stopped believing that there's good people in the world. Maybe someday someone will show me they aren't a complete and utter disappointment. Show me you're worth my time. Music- My tastes lean towards Alternative/Indie/Hard Rock/Acoustic, and yes I do listen to country. I'm not a vegan or vegetarian, so stop trying to make me feel bad for eating dead animals. Personally I love chewing on a nice think piece of cow. I'm wide open about my sex life, and smoking the mary jane. I don't care if my mom reads this, she is one of my closest friends and knows everything i do. So don't try to taddle tell on me, it'll just be a waste of time honey. I hate school. You don't HAVE to go to school to get a good job. A lot of people I have known didn't go to school and are working good jobs. I hate it when teachers tell me over and over again that school should be your number one category in life. FUCK THAT. I'd rather work and make money and memories than sit in a classes day after day going over the same shit i have known for the past 2 years. FUCK THAT GAME I just want to hurry up and grow up and get out of this shit whole of a town. I want to move onto bigger better things. And if that means dropping out then OKAY. I have no problem with that. I just want to live life to fullest. and well, school is holding me back from that. I am currently gauging my ears. I am at size 6 right now, i want to get to zero's. I really want to get a few more piercings and a tattoo. Hopefully i will be able to get that done soon =]. Photography is one of my main hobbies in life right now. I plan on getting a career from it too. |
