braydenextreme

Sometimes I get really caught up. In life, in the games, in irrelevant ideologies and thoughts. That's not really who I am, and that's now who I want to be thought of as. I've lost a lot of important people in life, mostly due to their faults. It bugs me a lot. The one thing that "grinds my gears," is when I abruptly lose someone. I'm never really able to move on, and it always happens. I guess its something that's built into me. I don't really like sympathy, chances are you'll never know I'm upset if we're together. I just like to know that you're fine, so I'm fine. I don't really get angry a lot, but frustration is commonly prevalent in life. I don't really think of my life as full of mistakes, but full of learning. Whether it was academically, socially, or skillfully. I'm not trying to come off as some artistic trendy type of guy. I am who I am. I may have some artistic abilities, but it doesn't stop there. I understand now that part of who I am is a desirable trait and I just want to address that I'm not one of the fake newcomers. I understand why they're doing it, I understand that they're just uncomfortable with who they are. I in no way hate them. I understand why a lot of people do the things they do. Whether or not they're justifiable, is the real question. If you're a close friend of mine I'll probably let you know if you're doing something foolish, or I'll just avoid it until you learn. I don't like arguments, or drama. Most of the time I avoid it as much as possible. If you're looking for someone to react, you've got the wrong person. All I honestly want in life is to learn and to love. I want to help people as much as I can, and build the best connections. Most of all, I want to explore. Who I am, what I am, where I am, and so on. I'd rather explore my own country before moving off to Europe. Honestly, you don't know what you're missing until you get out there. I enjoy talking to everyone, especially those who I've never met. I often strike up conversations, or try, with strangers. You never know who you'll meet, and chances are if you see me out and about I'll flash a smile your way. I appreciate a lot of things. I may not show it all the time, but I honestly love anything that anyone is passionate about. If the product is good, physical or not. I would just like to have an impact on someone. I feel like I have a lot to share, and a lot to give.