i effin <3 this boi!! Mikey i miss u soo much!! 
i dont remember when i wrote this ... it was in on of my note books.. hid in my stuff... ... AND THEY WERE ALL LIES i couldn't ignore the pain any longer life was just to much i never saw my life in future times or happiness and love and such id been to the edge with thoughts to jump and had become happy with the thoughts of no pain fellin my uselessness as an inherited curse i had nothing left to gain the sun failed to shine in my worls ovecast birdes no longer sang and the first had become the last all things good and whole had turned and went there way they were never to return to me so i felt i sould just go away consumed by hate, to save was to late where should i turn now? why do i get kicked when im down? when could i be happy? or even better how?? fallen and fetal i will reuturn to the dirt bittersweet battle with in no longer would i hurt smiles soon faded and hearts fallowed to brake as i cried out for help i cried in heavens sake routinely i cried for a hand to reach to me i looked bleankly at an empty stare and i closed my eyes reluctantly but i felt one more fight, a chance in me to save myself from isolation pircing my lips were words of insignificance and the end to my frustration as times hands moved on and on together, as one, we grew now solitary routine you seek you seek you never knew tired of times we spend together tired of me you grow tired of being tired in time no feelings you show but in time as your thoughts are even will i be thought of only as your pawn and will you be happy or sad when im gone?? 
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