my name is cara. im however old i want to be, but im a senior at gibbs senior high school. if your not one of my real friends you'll never know my real age. i was born and raised in saint petersburg, florida. i like older guys, but im a minor. keep that in mind, i do things that are illegal too. don't try to judge me or change that. i will listen to you, but it doesn't mean im going to do what you say. im not stupid, or even close. everything i do is planned out, i cant say im spontaneous, but i would like to be. i just dont like not being in control. im book smart, im not street smart. im strong, but sometimes my weaknesses do compromise my strength. crying is my way of dealing with things. if you ever meet me you will see that i have a cold exterior, to protect myself, but once you get to know me im a warm, do anything for you kind of girl. i'm not sure if i believe in god. don't preach to me unless you want me to preach to you. i believe in gay rights. don't tell me its wrong unless you want a head ache. i will not stop defending the subject. my best friend is a lesbian, and i will never change that. i'm more daring than you know, but i have many morals. not many believe that, but i do.

i'm not your everyday slut. i don't sleep around, but i flirt a lot. i wouldn't say i'm a tease but i'll fuck with your head. i believe in revenge. i hold grudges. i lose a lot of friends. i keep very little. if I fight to keep you in my life, take that seriously. don't fuck around with my emotions. unless you want me to get slightly insane. i wish i could say i dont hold anything in, but i do. i'll correct your spelling and literary errors, i double check all mine. if i wanted to, i could be an author. i'm not "scene", i'm seen.

i want to make it big. or at least try 'till i get knocked up. i joke a lot. i'd die to make you laugh. and when i'm not laughing, i'm sure you're not either. little things make me happy. anything makes me laugh. but then again, anything can piss me off. don't fuck with me when i'm in a bad mood, i'll take it out on you even if you didn't do anything. i share my life with people i trust. sometimes i trust too easy but i never worry about it. i'm an open book [if you couldn't tell]. little things mean everything to me so when the little things fail, i make a big deal about it.

i get more upset by that then big issues. that's just how I am. i'm broken. i've been spending a lot of time to fix myself. i've been hurt before. but life goes on. i love and it's hard for me to let it go. i'm scared easily but I don't let that stop me. i've tried to give up in the past. and i catch myself trying to give up in the present. don't judge me. don't call me emo. don't call me punk. don't call me goth. i'm too bubbly for any of that shit. i'm sure half of you won't read this. if you know me, you won't have to. but if you did, you know all of this anyways.<3