Yeah it just seems like dat wen idkk wat i wanna do my mom pressures me too much to decide, then wen i do, she gets pissed cuz its not wat SHE wants me to do. But her main problem is that she thinks i cant do nething cuz i can only use one hand n shit. It might sound crazy, but i had a stroke wen i was 8. Im not 100% paralyzed on my left side but my left hand is always in a fist, n my left leg cant bend well, wich makes me walk with a slight limp.Cuza that she always told me i cud never do nething that i need 2 hands to do. She told me id never be able to drive. But ive been doin dat fer 2 years. haha I think her main reason fer thinkin i wudnt be able to drive was the fact that i have epilepsy. That developed wen i was 13 as a result of my stroke. I had to go a few years without a seizure to drive. I did that. I knew she had a point wen s he said id be fucked if i had a seizure wile i was drivin. But ive kept up wit my meds n shit, so ive gone from havin like major grand maul seizures(wich are bout 2-3 minutes long n rele rele bad) to havin just 20sec seizures like maybe once a year. Wen i used to have bad seizures it hurt rele bad n i felt like i was gonna die. N wen they were over i cudnt move fer maybe an hour. But now its just like my head hurts a little n i shake fer a few secs n its over. N i can get right back up wen i kick outta it. Last time i had one i was right where im at now about 2 weeks ago, n i felt it commin, n i fell backwards outta my chair n had it on the floor, then my mom woke up n ran in my room cuz it was like 5am n she heard wen i hit da floor n wen i told her i just had a seizure she didnt believe me cuz i was standin up walkin around n shit, n shes used to seein me lay there incapacitated fer almost an hour

i just realized like mid junior year thats wat i wanna do, n my parents (more my mom than my dad) were on my ass bout wat i wanna do wen i graduate since i was a freshy. N now my mom aint happy with wat i wanna do, but my dad is.

thats pretty cool actually. Wen i finish high skool im goin to a small skool cuz im gonna get into the culinary arts. Ive already taken all the courses they got fer it at my high skool (well ill be takin the only one left this year) And i rele like it, im poretty good at it too. And id love to make a living outta bein a chef or somethin like dat. The head chef from a skool nearby came to both my culinary classes last year n explained all bout wat they have to offer in the culinary arts field, and they have rele good job placement too. Infact i remember last time i got picked up by the cops (i wasnt in trouble, i was just picked up by a random dude at like 1am who offered me a ride home. And the cops had a problem with it) but neways, i got taken home by dis cop n he was askin me wat i wanted to do wen i finish high skool n i mentioned the skool im goin to n he told me his son went der n got a good job like a few days afterwords

i already kno im not goin to college. i thought bout it, n decided i just wanna go to a tech skool with good job placement. N theres an ITT tech right by my house. ill prolly go there. So where u goin to college at? And wajor watre u gonna major in?

ill be a senior in high skool this year. i cant wait to be done with it too

ive had worse, ill have a new car by the time skool starts

nah, since it was sunday at like 11:30 n our cars wernt towed til like 1am n if it was the weekend he wuda got put in a holding cell til monday, then gone to court. but since it was monday he went right to jail n had court a week later. So hes in jail, i have no car, n my insurance is jacked up. wen u hear a safe auto comercial say they keep u legal fer less, thats bullshit haha

i used to have a 97 mitsubishi eclipse. i got hit by a drunk driver. i was drivin by my house n this dude did like 4 spins, hit me, then hit a telephone pole n 3 cars in a used car lot haha

oh god i hate that. haha freddy barely ever drives around with me cuz i got a shweet stereo system in my car(well i did until my car got totalled), but i always have lil wayne or snoop dogg on n he gets so pissed bout it haha

oh god i love to do dat, and i get lots of shit from my friends bout it. especially my friend freddy. He knos i love all screamo and all that stuff, n so does he. But he hates rap, idkk why but he knos i love it, n wen i play it around him he gives me a hard time haha And out of all my fav bands chiodos is the best (to me) and the 1st time i went to see em i took him, n now he hates bands that have dudes with high voices, so wen i went to see em on july 13th this year he rufused to go. And he rufused to go to warped tour with me too haha. But he had an even better reason fer not goin cuz the same day of PA's only warped tour date, hollywood undead was in my town, n thats his fav band, but he had some bad luck cuz by da time he went to get his tix, they were sold out

its funny cuz right before i commented u, i was readin wat kinda music u like, n i saw my 3 fav things right there: Chiodos, lil wayne, and TDWP. So seems like we deff got somethin in common der XD

yo thanx fer da add. u seem like a cool dude. So wats up?