Leonardo da Vinci: He who does not punish evil, commands it to be done.
I'm deeper than most people think. I don't talk a lot and I stick to my friends that I've known for a while. Its not that I'm not capable of making new friends I just dont see the need when I already have such good friends. I keep things to myself and I try to work everything out on my own. I don't like to feel helpless and I hate it when people baby me. I'm someone who day dreams a lot. Not about fairies or anything, but just what ifs and what it could've been like. Every day things. I'm pretty messy but I cant find anything if I'm organized. I am very trusted by my friends and I get told a lot of things that I wouldn't tell anyone. I like to write my feelings down to keep myself from exploding. I get frustrated when I can't get something so I often end up quitting before I finish and then later going back and finishing it.
I've changed for the better. And I can only thank one person for kicking me into that gear. He's shown me what the world can really be like and not to take anyone's shit anymore. Words are just words and I have to let it go. Brush them shoulders off and walk it off. Taught me that the past is just the past and they're only memories. He's taught me to stick up for myself and there isn't anything better than that. Don't bullshit with me, I fucking hate it. Tell me like it is, I'd rather you be a blunt asshole than some fake bitch who has nothing better to do than waste my fucking time. I'm going to tell you like it is. And f you can't handle it, then stop asking me for my opinion. I'm gonna say it like it is and be who I am. Don't tell me there is something wrong with me because there isn't. I'm a normal teenager with mellow dramatic problems like the rest of society.
I was told I make people happy. And that people are glad to know me. Sometimes I don't see how I'm the friend everyone tells me I am. Sometimes I don't have the answers for everything. But they come to me seeking me for advice because they know I'm honest with them. They know I'd never lie to keep them from the truth. I have people out there that call me a sister because I would do anything to keep them happy. Even if it's at my worst. I'm always there for them. It kills me inside to see my friends hurt. Especially the close ones. They hurt and I can feel it. They'll take me for who I am any day out of the weak. Weather I be at my highest time or my lowest time.
Henry David Thoreau: True friendship can afford true knowledge. It does not depend on darkness and ignorance.
Mudvayne: Do you pull me up just to push me down again?