cassiechaoticx
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Status:
Single
Orientation:
Bi
Ethnicity:
Caucasian
Education:
High School
Hometown:
Biddeford, Maine
Language:
English
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German
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Spanish
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I am Here for:
Making new friends, maybe something more.
We'll see how it goes.
Hobbies:
Taking Pictures.
Hanging With Friends.
Aimless Driving.
Partying.
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I'm Cassie. I'm Nineteen. I live in the shadow of my younger sister. I hardly ever wear makeup. My hair doesn't do what I want it to. I laugh when I'm uncomfortable. I like sleeping in & staying up all night. You'll either love me or hate. It's your decision, you choose. I'm chubby, so get over it. I'm bisexual, but don't assume you're my type. I can't stand drama, so please don't bring any. </font></font> |
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Thursday, December 13, 2007 10:34:19 PM GMT
Hey ! Im good , thanks. How about you ? =]
Hey ! Im good , thanks. How about you ? =]
Wednesday, December 12, 2007 1:05:22 AM GMT
New Anti-Depressents&working it out with my husband rowan :) Body: After my doctors appointment i have been put on another double dosage of "citlapram" to help me through my severe depressions as they were just getting worse to the point were i was severely suicidal and just couldnt stop thinking about cutting my wrists and my head has been so messed and it would answer to why my new found madness of fucking off with money,feeling stuff i didnt understand etc now i know why it was cause i was breaking down and needed the help i was too scared to ask for.Its funny cause i didnt realise that it would take this to show me what i could loose.I Took a good look at my life tonight and realised what i do have and how lucky i am to have my husband rowan and how he always buys me stuff,goes out for me when im sick,how he is there for me,and does the unspeakable stuff husbands do when youre ill (wipe ya ass)LOL nothing but honesty with me!!! but yeh i guess i DONT realise what i had/got.But im just glad to have had my friends stand by me through all of this.and i guess my husband does love me and i just dont realise it cause i was so wrapped up in the pain i felt about hating myself and stuff i didnt take the time out to realise i can be loved the way others can.ok i still dont think im worth it but hey ill try.
New Anti-Depressents&working it out with my husband rowan :) Body: After my doctors appointment i have been put on another double dosage of "citlapram" to help me through my severe depressions as they were just getting worse to the point were i was severely suicidal and just couldnt stop thinking about cutting my wrists and my head has been so messed and it would answer to why my new found madness of fucking off with money,feeling stuff i didnt understand etc now i know why it was cause i was breaking down and needed the help i was too scared to ask for.Its funny cause i didnt realise that it would take this to show me what i could loose.I Took a good look at my life tonight and realised what i do have and how lucky i am to have my husband rowan and how he always buys me stuff,goes out for me when im sick,how he is there for me,and does the unspeakable stuff husbands do when youre ill (wipe ya ass)LOL nothing but honesty with me!!! but yeh i guess i DONT realise what i had/got.But im just glad to have had my friends stand by me through all of this.and i guess my husband does love me and i just dont realise it cause i was so wrapped up in the pain i felt about hating myself and stuff i didnt take the time out to realise i can be loved the way others can.ok i still dont think im worth it but hey ill try.
Tuesday, December 11, 2007 8:02:37 PM GMT
hey babes thanx for the message i just got back from the doctors cause i got a chest infection and i cracked up and attempted to cut my wrists but ive been put on stronger anti-depressents xxxx
hey babes thanx for the message i just got back from the doctors cause i got a chest infection and i cracked up and attempted to cut my wrists but ive been put on stronger anti-depressents xxxx
Tuesday, December 11, 2007 3:00:17 PM GMT
hey babes well im mentally ill and have to go doctors again in an hour :( i think i may have fucked everything up. What to do?This feelings are numbing me to the bone so much so all i feel to want to do is slice my wrists and lie there Bleeding to death yes scary fort!i dont knowi dont know how to feel but Lost right now.I still cant stop thinking about kane and how much he means to me and the song "when your gone" by avril lavigne is playing on a camfrog chat room and making me think of the night i sang it for him on "All Ages Karaoke" room.I dont know what to do i really want to text him and say "plz change youre mind i want you so much" but i know i cant for 1 his phones broke and 2 i know he only wants friendship.I dont know how to go on anymore when hes not online i feel miserable ,like right now i know hes at college and we havent spoken since sunday night.its a week Tomorrow since we met up and i didnt want the day to end.I kinda knew he might have said to me the next day "i cant handle relationships i dont want to hurt you and hope you understand can we be best friends"and i do understand more than anything i just wished it didnt hurt so much.I wished i could switch off my feelings but i dont know how.I dont know how to feel anymore about anything!!!And then theres my Husband i do love him so much but i ended it because i felt so Neglected and maybe thats because of me i was on the Pc a lot,and didnt give time for us Together i dont know,i mean even kane as my bestfriend has told me to trust him and for me to give rowan a second chance but im scared to cause i dont think i can give him what he wants i cant give anyone what they want.I love rowan hes my husband and i am severly mentally ill and dont know how to cope.maybe i should give it another go but also dont think im well enough :(
hey babes well im mentally ill and have to go doctors again in an hour :( i think i may have fucked everything up. What to do?This feelings are numbing me to the bone so much so all i feel to want to do is slice my wrists and lie there Bleeding to death yes scary fort!i dont knowi dont know how to feel but Lost right now.I still cant stop thinking about kane and how much he means to me and the song "when your gone" by avril lavigne is playing on a camfrog chat room and making me think of the night i sang it for him on "All Ages Karaoke" room.I dont know what to do i really want to text him and say "plz change youre mind i want you so much" but i know i cant for 1 his phones broke and 2 i know he only wants friendship.I dont know how to go on anymore when hes not online i feel miserable ,like right now i know hes at college and we havent spoken since sunday night.its a week Tomorrow since we met up and i didnt want the day to end.I kinda knew he might have said to me the next day "i cant handle relationships i dont want to hurt you and hope you understand can we be best friends"and i do understand more than anything i just wished it didnt hurt so much.I wished i could switch off my feelings but i dont know how.I dont know how to feel anymore about anything!!!And then theres my Husband i do love him so much but i ended it because i felt so Neglected and maybe thats because of me i was on the Pc a lot,and didnt give time for us Together i dont know,i mean even kane as my bestfriend has told me to trust him and for me to give rowan a second chance but im scared to cause i dont think i can give him what he wants i cant give anyone what they want.I love rowan hes my husband and i am severly mentally ill and dont know how to cope.maybe i should give it another go but also dont think im well enough :(
Tuesday, December 11, 2007 3:28:05 AM GMT
well lets see my marriage is over after 6 months,then i fell for one of my bestfriends but that wont go anywere as we both have mental health illnesses and both dont deeply understand relationships and so can only be bestfriends which id rather be then nothing but this guy means so much to me.im still living with my ex as its only been a month but i guess i ended the marriage cus i felt Neglected,unhappy,unloved,unwanted,its not my ex husbands fault and most of it is the old cliche "its me not you" but i cud not give him what he wanted at all.and so my whole lifes falling apart and dont know how to feel anymore xxx
well lets see my marriage is over after 6 months,then i fell for one of my bestfriends but that wont go anywere as we both have mental health illnesses and both dont deeply understand relationships and so can only be bestfriends which id rather be then nothing but this guy means so much to me.im still living with my ex as its only been a month but i guess i ended the marriage cus i felt Neglected,unhappy,unloved,unwanted,its not my ex husbands fault and most of it is the old cliche "its me not you" but i cud not give him what he wanted at all.and so my whole lifes falling apart and dont know how to feel anymore xxx
Monday, December 10, 2007 7:42:35 PM GMT
hey babe well wished i was ok long story hows u?xxx
hey babe well wished i was ok long story hows u?xxx
Saturday, December 8, 2007 5:07:50 PM GMT
hey thanx for friend request xxxx
hey thanx for friend request xxxx
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