| hey im catt, noone will read this but oh well the way to my heart is through music, it touches a part of me that sends a chill down my spine, often tears in my eyes, and hope in my heart. i will spend this summer playing as much guitar as i can, so i dont make as many mistakes as last year, playing puts my mind at rest like nothing eles.i love to sing, but guitar tops that by far.Its the one thing in my life no-one can ever take away from me, and will always make me happy.i love to doodle and sketch, get my thoughts out on paper so they dont build up.Everyone is a photographer. so im not even going to say it.I really dislike slugs. to the point i cant walk down my street if i see one. there discusting.I also have an intense dislike of the dark when im on my own.A hate, rather than a fear is pins n needles.they rele do hurt.and even though i go into giggles when i get them. its not funny!if thats a hate, then next is a love,well i look after my body and my health now more than ever, not an obsession, but its good! 37inch bum, yummy. i am 5ft11 and a bit extra, and im slim, i have long hair, and im resonably confident, which is the work of a truely amazing person and i realise how much he did for me.a little bit late of course and if he would bare his heart and his soul to my arms again i would embrace it with everything ive got,unfortuantly i dont think this will happen, and i dont dwell on it everyday,he made the real me come out. i love to think im an amazing friend,but we all make mistakes,so maybe i shouldnt be so quick to blame people when nobody is perfect.i usually feel like a disapointment to my family,so maybe i should achully prove them wrong.i am just stepping over a mark at which i am growing up.i can feel it happening and its scary,but im taking life more seriously,even the little things.personally i would rather hold hands with someone than kiss them.and some moments have been so perfect that they cant be relived. but this summer is for love,friends and music. lets embrace what we have been given, and build friendships like never before. |
