cf_jace
Something You Should Know About Me
Its easy to be bad.
I guess i choose the easy way alot.
Hi. My names Jace. For those of you whom I don’t know, I want this to be love at first sight. The door to my memory palace is ceiled shut but each day it seems I begin to remember a little bit about my past piece by piece. It’s beginning to shape me. I was born in 1990 within a small town called Keswick. I can’t remember much, but for the most pat I guess you could say I’ve had a heavy past.
I’ve crossed a bountiful of people. The most of them have never fazed me. Half of them I envy, a quarter of them I care about and a dozen of them I’m intimate with and love. They know who they are.
Gore, Music, Alcohol, Love, Drugs, Sex and dreaming in and out of reality excite the fuck out of me; they tend to hold my interest the longest.
I have a back-bone for a number of things but as for holding grudges….I cant. I forgive and forget too much. As for hating people I may talk a lot but when it comes to following through I tend to crumble apart. I’m a sucker for lips, eyes and people’s hand gestures. I have a fear of drowning; when I was younger I use to swim under the deck outside our cottage by the water. I tried it with my life jacket on but didn’t think that my life jacket would get caught by the nails from under the dock. I happened to survive by mere luck when my dad noticed I hadn’t come up within 1min. I was resuscitated. I have a fear of growing old. I’m too sensitive and watching my great grandmother suffer from leukemia in my basement until she withered away and died in her bed, was too much for me to handle. When she gave me her ring before she died I made a conscious decision to not live past the age of 60. Dead birds make me sick, and solemnly thoughtful of death. I happened to be 10 when I killed a bird with my broomstick thinking it would fly away before I could hit it; I think it affected me more than I thought.
I’m not extremely insecure but enough to wear sweaters often. I’m a hypocrite sometimes. I’m extremely defensive about everything and take things to heart way to often. I play the piano and sing usually discreetly. My journal contains my utmost closest memories. I tend to love the most abnormal and strangest things. I’ve always wanted to have sex while playing a fighting game like mortal combat or street fighter. I sleep in the nude cause I find clothes irritating.
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