| First of all I don't Show. My name is Melissa and i love it. I'm just living my life and i'm happy most of the time now. I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder when i was 15. Yes i have been in a ward and it had made me want to work in one. I had a nurse that used to sit and talk to me. I will be that nurse in about 5 years. Life seems good now. I know how to deal with my problems. I can enjoy life now. The key is ignore things that make you upset. Ignore other peoples problems. Its been 3 months since i've cut myself. i have gone longer but i am still making good progress. I'm still breathing right? Dont let life get you down. My hero is my friend that has passed from suicide, Xochitl. She passed away from suicide and she is what makes me move on from the pain. Knowing that she held on for so long from depression makes me want to live everyday to the fullest. She has changed my life in so many ways! I miss and Love her. She lives on through me and always will!!!!!! http://www.youtube.com/CuntFuckBitch |