Vespertine Shadows
 
Age: 
18

Gender: 
F

Member Since: 
07/16/2008

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129

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Last Login: 
10/18/2008

Location:
United States Minor Outlying Islands
My Mood:  
Cool
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Status: 
Single

Orientation: 
Straight

Religion: 
Catholic

Education: 
In College

Occupation: 
Student

Language:
English

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My darling viewers,
Ever met someone who'd all that they can and risk so much for someone they love? That's me, of course. My message to you: if someone's doing that for you, they pretty much probably love you, like, lots. And you know, hope may be the only thing that they have left and to take it away is to crush them. A girl born from nothing, becoming nothing, is nothing. That's me, and it's nice to meet you. I'm from a small town somewhere in this world and everyday seems to be a nightmare. Nothing ever seems real, especially as I glance around me. Half the people I know are heartless and cruel, and the other half nice, but fake. Both are absolutely terrible, and I find myself in the midst of them all, crowding around me, stifling me as thorns stifle the otherwise healthy plants that grow struggle to flourish between them. But, in another light, I am indeed a musician, one that well, maybe, confines her singing to the shower or a lonely room. I walk a lonely road, have had a lonely life. And being a utterly hopeless romantic, that, of course makes me the loner I am. And of course, no one wants to be a loner, do they? I sure dont. I shit myself whenever I see a certain person, and that of course is your clue to my absolute craziness. I admit it, fine. Heard it from so many people in my life and hey, okay, I'm crazy. What the hell. I'm lazy. And I'm supposedly a very nice, energetic, and sometimes over-bubbly person. for what, hell if I know. You get to know me and I assure you I am a rather exciting person to be around sometimes. And friends, of course there are friends that everyone so MUST have. I don't really think that I have that many, or maybe none at all. If you want, it could be your pleasure to be my first one. So, as life goes up and down like a roller coaster, I've learned that it's just a trip. It seems as if there are plenty more downs than ups. And (it seems as if I'm rambling here) you can't really control it. So come to my live or message me if you still wanna chat - both after reading this whole long thing and still thinking you will like me =)
Til then, I bid you goodbye and thank you for visiting my page.

XOXO,
-Suffocating Slow



I am Here for: 
[I] have absolutely... no clue.

[PEOPLE] who are there for me.


Hobbies: 
[Music] = life
[Reading]
[Dreaming], I guess.

Favorite TV Shows: 
[G]ossip Girl
[A]merica's Next Top Model
[P]risonbreak

Favorite Music: 
OTEP
HIM
Goodnight Nurse

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MY CODE

HATRED is a bitter, damaging emotion. It winds itself through the blood, infecting its host and driving it forward without any reason. It's view is jaundiced and it skews even the clearest of eyesights.

SACRIFICE is noble and tender. It's the action of a host who values others above himself. Sacrifice is brought through love and decency. It is truly heroic.

VENGEANCE is an act of violence. It allows those who have been wronged to take back some of what was lost to them. Unlike sacrifice, it gives back to the one who practices it.

LOVE is deceitful and sublime. In its truest form, it brings out the best in all beings. At its worst, it's a tool used to manipulate and ruin anyone who is stupid enough to hold it.
Don't be stupid.

Sacrifice is for the weak. Hatred corrupts. Love destroys. Vengeance is the gift of the strong.

Move forward, not with hatred, not with love.
Move forward with purpose.

Take back what was stolen. Make those who laughed at your pain pay. Not with hatred, but with calm, cold rationale.

Hatred is your enemy. Vengeance is your friend. Hold it close and let it loose.

May the gods have mercy on those who have wronged me because I will have no mercy for them.

Darkness of White you can
Through the sadness take your flight
and become the wings that pierce the veil
spreading strong and true tonight
brought into the light at last
by the cold exposing sun
i was granted freedom tamed
to become the chosen one
through the mirror, night reflected
miraculous to see
my soul threw away the mask
that hides the deeper me
breaking the dark of night
peircing through the painted white
cut it all away from yesterday
til a new eras in sight
unlock the heart within
let it spread its wings and soar
rising up in flight
through the night of white
and fly on forever more
::: RULES of MY LIVE!:: (under construction)
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UserNum...
 
Thursday, August 7, 2008 1:08:45 AM GMT
I have not forgotten you, don't worry :P
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Friday, July 25, 2008 6:28:39 PM GMT
Hello THURRR :D