chelsxnerd

I tend to impact people in weird ways, but in a sense i sort of appreciate that. That way at least i know i'm not invisible. I'm positive; well i'll come off that way, but in actuality i'm more of a realist so i guess that would mean i'm negative too. My first impressions are almost in no way similar to who i am once you crack my shell. I talk excessively when you get me going, it's part of this whole over analyzing everything in the universe thing i got going- and trust me if i could stop that i would. I'm that awkward girl who you'll always see in some weird place, doing some weird thing, and talking in some weird, loud asian accent. I really, really like video games and long boarding. I'm also a post-theater kid now tumbling into my senior year; drama used to be my thing i guess. Though writing, it basically defies my sanity for the most part. Singing makes me feel alive, and lyrics force me to believe, it's always been that way. My mood changes arnt really an effect of anything but myself, which in other words means- i truly have no idea what causes them. I'm kind of insane to say the least, especially if you catch me with one of my best friends, but i'd refuse to have it any other way. Originality is fun and i find my ways to express it. I dont need poison to fuel temporary highs, my friends are my drug. Music is my antidote. I'm definitely one for philosophical conversations. Passion in anything and everything is the most amazing blessing in the entire world, use it. I'm not the religious-type, but i know something is out there, everyone is entitled to believe whatever they want if you ask me. My only expectation of anyone including myself is to try your best, and don't settle for less. I try to fix sticky situations that i'm glued into, but i guess i'm crappy at it cause i'm still always in them. Though i'm fully aware i cant save the world, i still try to do my part, it's just who i am. I don't know how else to sum myself but except that, i'd like to meet you.