There comes a piont in ones live when one must decide who they are And what they are. So. Have not figured this out, and that's why their lives are in disarray. I am not perfect but I am also not ignorant of these facts. One must be aware of ones self before one can asssume others are. I may not have friends or fit in social circles, BUT I have something most people will Never have or have a difficult time accepting.. Ans that's being Me. One can not be ones self if one is always tring too please friends.This is Who I am...I don't ask u too understand this because You Can't..But This is Who I am.. I have been many things in my life except who I am Now. So with that said..I hope that IF..we are STILL friends..someday down the road...I'll explain What it means.