ChristinaJayne

I want a girl. Not just any girl. The girl of my dreams. I don't care what she looks like. She could be bald and weigh 300 pounds, wear the tackiest clothes out there, and still be the girl I'm lookin for. She doesnt need to come from wealth and class. She just needs to be herself from the start. I don't want her to put on a show for me. She needs to be a sweet girl at heart. Needs to be able to put a smile on this face. I want to be able to buy her things, anything she wants. I love to spoil my girls. I want to take her out, and show her off. I want to be able to say "Yeah, that beautiful girl right there is mine. Jealous yet?" I want to do fun things with her, things that we will never forget. Things like just sitting around and talking for HOURS, or adopting a puppy together, I don't know, anything to just make her day. I want her to be just as silly as I am, and twice as bold. I want her to understand the fact that I don't accept drug use, only because I fear for her safety. I want to be able to hold her through the night. I want to be there when she is sick, and comfort her in anyway that I can. I want to be able to give her that kiss that makes everything better. I want to write her long letters expressing everything I feel about her. I want to protect her when she's scared, or be the one she clings to during a corny horror film. I want her to scream at me and fight with me, so I know that it's still reality. I want her to put me in my place when I'm wrong. I want her to be able to hold her own, but still let me do everything for her when I can, and take care of her. I want to be able to look her in the eyes and say "I love you, more than anything in ths world" and mean it with every single breath. I want her to love me in return. Never hurt me. But if for some odd reason, we don't work out, I want her and I to be able to look back and think "Damn, those were the best days of my life." And all I ask in return, is that she can see through my flaws, be there when I need her, and love me the same.