mrs. corey shane clark

my names chantel christine clark, i am a firm believer in god. i go to church. and i know no matter what i do, god is in my heart, by my side when i need him, and he will get me through my hard times in my life. he gave me a body and a soul do to what i please. he gave me the choice to do what i want. i know when i wake up god is right there. when i think i cant keep going. i pray to god to give me the strengh to go on. jesus is my savior, he died for my sins. and just because i party and drink and do drugs does not mean god doesnt love me becasue he loves all his children. and if in my life i have done something so wrong he feels i need to go to hell im perfectly fine with that. im married to the most wonderful man in this world. we got married april 23, 2010. i love corey shane clark. and i always will bc he is my one and only. we have a beautiful son named evan shane clark who will be two in november. i dont like opening up too ppl. it comes back to be thrown up in my face. i am a complex person. im perfectly imperfect and wouldnt have it any other way. im taking ged classes at octc. i plan on going to college to be a mechanic. i love cars. i have loved in the past, but the key words there are loved and past i dont regret any of my ex's they showed me what i liked in men and woman and what i didnt like. i dont have my life perfect but its going pretty well right now. im getting my shit straight so things are started to look up for me. i love my imperfect life just the way it is. my husband is the reason i am how i am today, he has helped me through some rough shit. since we got together febuary 7th, 2010, yea we got married after only dating two months. and even tho everyone thinks tht such a short time. to me its not i love corey with every inch of my heart. . yes our relationship isnt perfect, yes we fight, but we have now figured out how to deal with our fights. to dropp the little shit, and worry about the bigger shit. me and corey lost a baby back in june. it happen to be two months after we were married to the date. yes me and corey were seperated for a while. but outta tht time i realized how much i truly loved i realized that he is the reason god put me on this earth. so i could meet him, fall in love, and help him through his problems as he helped me through mine. i love corey to death, when we first gott together i was pregant by josh filmore roberts. i lost the baby march 1st and had to have a d&c done to remove the placenta and everything. corey held my hand right until it was time for my surgery. he kissed me on the four head and told me everything would be okay. when i woke up after the surgery, the nurse asked me to go to the bathroom. when i got up blood poured all over the floor. corey cleaned it up for me. when we got home. and i started have serious pains when i shouldnt have corey stood right beside me holding my hand. making sure everything was okay. every time i had to go to the hopsital. when i was so messed up on the pain pills the doc gave me. to ease the pain even noe, the had me mixing pills. which i was in od form bc of it. corey changed my bloody pad. bc i could move or walk or even open my eyes. when me and corey got married. it was the happiest day of my life. just knowing i was going to be the only woman in his life for the rest of his life. i loved it. and now i am. me and corey have been through some shit through out our marrige and we have over come that. it is the past and this is the future. and we have set aside our problmes and worked through them so we can be happy with each other again. i love my husabnd plane and simple. febuary 7, 2010 till what was till the world blows now its april 23, 2010 till the death does us part no fuck tht till forever and after. && snuggle bear its only you, and only you i could ask for. I never thought in a million years that I'd find a boy like you,You is so amazing in my eyes,Everything about you amazes me..even if it is the bad,I wish i could tell you so much.I want to be able to tell you exactly how I feel.But words will never be able to explain even a small portion..Each time i go to tell you how i feel i am lost for my words,My love for you is undying corey, your my world and everything in it.Before you came into my life, my life was pointless and there was nothing good in it.You brought me love I've never felt before,You've touched my heart in ways no one has ever been able too.Without you i don't know what i would do or how'd id live my life,you bring me so much happiness.When im down you make me smile,when I'm crying you make the tears stop.Just knowing i got lucky enough to have you makes me the happiest person in the world. i will always be by your side,through the good and the bad,the laughs and the tears.Nothing will ever take me away from you.,honestly i fell for you the moment we met,the moment we touched,the moment we kissed,the moment we stared into each others eyes.You stole the key to my heart and hid it in a safe spot where only you can find it.You'll be the only boy ill ever want,need and love. You're my now, my future and my life.I love every little thing about you, to your sparkling blue/green eyes,To your breath take smile,I just love everything and anything about you. You're the reason i wake up every morning and the reason i dream my dreams at night.The reason i smile for no reason at the most random moments..I love you more and more each and ever day.Baby my love for you is so much deeper than any words can explain.I Love You corey shane,I do so much! You have my heart. Two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one. Your words are my food, your breath is my wine. You are everything to me. In my wildest dreams, you always play the hero. In my darkest hour of night, you rescue me, you save my life. My night has become a sunny dawn because of you. You could make me immortal with just one kiss. The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched; they must be felt with the heart. It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye. You see, there's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me. Now join your hands, and with your hands your hearts. now look i know ive hurt you before, and it kills me. but you are my love, my life, my everything. i love you to death. and i wish i always knew what i want and never thought twice about it. but i love you and don't you forget that. you are my dream come true. you are my every eternity. and thee only person that could mean so much to me. i love you more than anyyything and always remember that! You are forever more my happy ever after. we are the story that will never end. you are the light that shines everywhere you are. Everything about you can light up my life. my world literally revolves around you! my life would be unimportant and useless without you! you are my lullaby, my every dream come true, thee only thing that has ever meant so much to me. you give me everything i could ever want just by holding my hand. and everything i need by giving me your love. i have your heart and its safe as safe could be right next to mine. our hearts continue beating together in synchronization. we are in love and always will be. when one heart stops so does the other. you give me love I'll never get anywhere else. you make me feel things no one could ever feel. we have the strangest but the greatest love in the entire world. you are my husband and you are my past boyfriend. and your the only husband i'll ever have because i don't want anyone else but you. your are my life long love in every eternity and then some.