I am ecstasy. I live. I love. I breathe. I'm not your plain Jane, I can show you the world with my eyes. I want my life to count, my life will impact yours if you put the effort to talk to me. Talk to me like you would to someone you respect. My heart is kind and gentle, I am here to help you. My life is set, God has shown me my path. God speaks to those who listen. I spoke to God in a dream. The dream had no words; that's what made it beautiful. Sometimes when you add words it ruins the meaning. God lead me to the top of this cliff. I looked out onto a motionless lake. Nothing was moving but my heart beat. I was draped in a white cloth and in moments I had no thoughts but to just jump. The feeling of falling was amazing, I didnt feel free, but i felt like something was holding me like a bungee chord. It was the hands of the Lord. I graced the top of the water and felt free. The water cleansed my soul. As i swam to the beach I turned around and there was a crowd of thousands of ppl standing in the lake with there clothes soaked. No one cared though, they knew it didn't matter. I looked up at the cliff I just jumped from and for a slit second I saw Jesus look at me... God told me in my dream that it was time to let go of the pain i was going through and to trust him. The cloth wrapped around me showed i was holding back from him. When I jumped into the water my soul was clean, everything i had did wrong in the past was finally over and i could breathe again. When I came to the beach and saw all those people God was telling me that people needed help, people need to clean there soul. God told me that my destiny was to help people. I am here to show you the light. Im passionate and I will listen. Im here to answer your prayers. My two bestfriends are amazing. God has chosen myself and them to effect this world. He wants us to bring you closer to him. Lauren, shes wanderful. She brings the gift of music. In seconds she will captivate your heart. It is truly hard to find a sin within her. Chelsea, is spontaneous. She is filled with joy and laughter. She doesn't care who you are, she is open to everyone. Her heart is truly in the rite place. My friends are pure, get to know them. I can't forget my amazing boyfriend. He might not know what his future holds for him but he has faith. His faith is strong. He is understanding and not judgemeantal, hes there for me when im down. If you surround yourself with good people your life will in return treat you good. Pick up the bible and read it. Its a guideline to life. Trust me. Life gave me my second chance. If there is anything to remember about anything i just said remember this: Let go of what holds you back. Forgive those who don't deserve to be forgiven. Start everyday with a new beginning. Your life only lasts for so long, so make it worthfull.
♥Ranonia V. Wolf
12.14.06
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