i am full of self expression but also very shy. i always feel a sense of loneliness. i'm extremely clumsy. i don't know where my life is headed but then again, who does, right? i was forced out into the world at the tender age of 16 but i was lucky enough to have a few caring families to take me in. i tend to be oversensitive at times. as cliche as it sounds, i had a pretty rough childhood. i don't blame anyone for the way that i feel about myself but i do have a low self-esteem no matter how many times people tell me how beautiful i am. looking and feeling are two completely different things. i use perfect grammar when i text, including apostrophes and whatnot. i have an odd perception of myself and i get really nervous around pretty girls :/ i don't really party and i tend to be the quiet girl on the sidelines watching the drunk girls make fools of themselves and the boys that love them for being easy. i am attracted to people for their personality and not what's "below the belt". i want to make something of my life and prove my parents wrong and that i can make it out okay on my own. i want to make a difference. i have three best friends that have never let me down. i know that they'll always be here for me and i for them. oh, and you'll never see me sitting with both of my feet flat on the floor.