About me??? I try to live as a true Christian, I fail horribly but I try. I don't lie, cheat, steal, or hit. I will defend myself and those I love to no end. I try to do whats right With the Lord, its the best one can do in this crazy world of sin we call Earth. I've lived a rough life, I've lived an easy life. I've been up been down, been rich been poor, been loved been hated. Worked many jobs but never worked my job. I walk my own path and do what I think is right with God. I speak my mind all the time and tell the truth. I am very sensitive and wear my heart on my sleeve. I'm very guarded and suspicous of everyones intentions. I know, I'm insane. Love me or hate me. Either way you still suck :p I'm very down on myself. Actually more like hate myself. Just not happy, can't remember the last time I was. Havn't been happy for a very long time and I don't see it coming anytime soon. Call me emo if you want, but I don't dress like a gay punk rocker, cry or cut myself. I've been very lonely for a long time and have come to terms with this. In a room full of people I can be the only one really there. 1000 friends or 1, its always the same, No ones there. Ever feel like society is a giant bubble and you're slowly being scraped against it always on the outside but forever grinding, smashing, slamming into it??? I do!