 Piercings: Belly button, Lip, Nose, Industrial, Cartilage, Double Hole and 6gauge in muh ears. I ' m Danae and I ' m probably not who you think I am. I ' m a party girl, but I don ' t let that get in the way of my goals. I don ' t live up to anyone 's expectations, except my own. I try too hard to fulfill others needs, and while doing so, i usually forget about my own. I have too many opinions and I think too much. I ' ve been down a long path, but it seems like the right one. I understand I ' ve made mistakes, but they all led me to where I am today, which is where I want to be. Sometimes I feel like I ' m looking through a window at my life, and I can ' t effect the choices I make. I want for once in my life to have no regrets, no secrets and no mistakes. I want things in life that I ' ll probably never get. I wish to make everyone happy, and to give a piece of me to the entire world. If I ' ve learned anything, it ' s that life is the most complicated, amazing concept, and it won ' t stop for anyone. I ' m too emotional, and I over analyze every little thing. My greatest fear is messing up and not getting where I want to be. I think the hardest thing in life is trying to figure out who we are, or who we want to be. I still have much to figure out about myself. Mostly what I ' m looking to gain out of life is honestly, clarity, self confidence, simplicity, truth, and self-realization. Sometimes I wish I could think less and worry less. I always have a smile on my face, mostly because it hides any emotion I ' m feeling. And I laugh to dilute my stresses, worries, and concerns. I feel like I ' ve been following a curved line, and I want more then anything to straighten my life out. I ' ve lost my sense of wrong and right over the years, and I need time to find that again. I have alot of strength in myself, but often depend on others to find my own happiness. I want to solve every single problem in the world. I wish to bring happiness to everyone, and for there to be no more worries. I long for the satisfaction to make everything better again. To make everything the way it ' s meant to be. Honestly, there ' s nothing I look forward to more then the future, but don ' t get me wrong, I ' m also very afriad. I find beauty in almost everything. Sometimes I wish that I could fast forward my life and see if everything I do is truly worth it. I don ' t think the true meaning of life is ever actually found, unless your looking for it. I truly believe we ' re all here for a reason. I think there has to be an explanation behind why we ' re all so different, yet somehow the same. I believe that we ' re all pieces to a puzzle, and we all need to come together to find a whole. Lately, I feel like I ' ve been searching for something complex, but when I saw clearly, it was very simple. I believe that we all search for answers in life, but the answers change like the weather. Right now, what I want more then anything, is something to hold onto, for good. Oh, and I ' m not a fucking Stickam Entertainer. I ' m not here to entertain you.   
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