dapnepep

I’m 17 I go to Arcadia High school which is in Phoenix so it kind of sucks...but I make do. Im pretty ordinary, Im a good kid although my parents will tell anyone otherwise. I dont smoke, I dont drink, and maybe people will take a hint. I do well in school. Im throwing my life away on my friends and my computers. Music doesnt tend to help me either. Depressing music fits my mood and happy music makes me wish I could feel that. (no im not some emo fucking freak, this is my about me and this is how i fucking feel) If you dont know me very well talking to me on aim or myspace would be a start before we get to the TXT stage and the 1am phone calls. (AIM = dapnepep) Talk to me, get to know me before you judge me. DOnt say that you dont judge people because we all do it whether we like it or not. I live for my friends, my friends are my life. Although they never seem to be there when i need them the most. Lindsay Joly is my best friend, she'll seriously drop her whole life for my own, and i love her. If you cant see past the fact that most of my friends are girls than im sorry. Im rational, decisive, and a control freak. I plan things out very carefully in advance. If i say something to you ive prolly went over how the whole conversation could go more than 10 times. I have a following, if we're close friends or i deem you trustworthy ill give you a black bracelet. If you fuck up that trust ill cut it off of you. You wont get another. Dont be my friend for anyother reason than the fact that you like me for what im not, the fact that im not the most popular person at school, the fact that i dont try to be anything im not. Theres a million other reasons but im sure you already know which ones might apply to you. if you need me im here for you, give me a call ( if i want you to call me you mostlikely have my number, if not just ask) music is my expression. i make music with no words because there arent any words to describe how i feel, techno can be anything you want it to be. its just one of the many things my parents hate about me, and i love them for hating me. i dont believe in god, ive never had a reason to. its really to bad that in this day and age people still have wars about religion. if you believe in god would that god want you to fight? probably not. i have no problem if your a religious person, ill give you all of my opinions. no matter what you do you'll always hear my opinion, i dont expect you to listen or to even care. just know that i said it and whether i was right or wrong in the end doesnt matter. im a depressing person, i laugh but that sad feeling never really goes away. i can bullshit anything, im rather good at it. i can lie but ill never lie to my friends. (if you've actually read this far congratz. im modest, i dont brag, unless its about my computer. listen to me. you might learn something you never knew, technology is facinating to me. if you ask me whether i watch a certain weekly show im going to tell you to watch reruns, they're way better. im not rich, thank god. if i want something ill earn money to buy it. i dont mooch, beg, or borrow. ill pay you back. im trusting, sometimes to trusting. if you break this trust you're pretty much a gonner, if your thinking to yourself that you dont care about this then we have no need to be friends. ill support anything you want to do, i may even help you out. i dont sleep. i have problems. regular coke is my favorite drink. i wont drink anything diet, anything with splenda or aspertame. i play video games online. i know people accross the country, i meet them online. i have yet to meet a molester. people that you dont know in RL (real life)can be some of the best people to talk to ever. they have sure as hell helped me more than once, but dont take my out of state friends, meet your own. ive been all over in my life, chances are there isnt a thing that you're going through that i havnt been through. ive been there done that. im not stranger to death or despair. im not afraid of anything in life, theres some things i would prefer over others, but i make due. if you ever want to talk politics know what you're talking about before you even say a thing. i have no problem with people that are gay or bi. thats your choice and none of my business unless you wish to talk about it. i wont hate you for your sexual preference. im not a virgin. its a choice i made. i didnt care either way. if you have to make fun of me its quite clear that there is something wrong it your life. if you dont like my hair i dont care. if you dont like the way i dress thats nice. if you dont like the way i treat you then maybe you should change how you see me. dont bitch. treat me decently. we'll get along just fine. any questions just ask... aim = dapnepep, email = dapnepep@aim.com, my music = myspace.com/electricitee