dawnmaire7

I find myself to be quite unusual and people seem to agree. I'm 18 and for the first time in my life I truely know what I want in life. In June I will leave to Parris Island for boot camp....cant wait!!! OORAH! There are a lot of people in my life who mean so much to me, and it kills me that I feel like I'm drifting away from them. Time won't break us apart. My best friends are forever. Truth is, I don't talk much. So please don't take it personal. Life has taken me on many journeys in my days, and it is a never ending battle. I believe in many things, but I prefer keeping my opinions and thoughts to myself. I've lived the dream life, seen both sides of the fence and fact is... the only place I'd rather be is in my own backyard surrounding by the comforts in my life. So here it is, a new adventure, a new beginning, praying it is my last for I am growing tired and craving stability & security in my life. It's not too much to ask for, and I know it is very realistic, my only fear is that the hand I've been delt will never allow consistency nor stability. Either way, I'll fight and never give up. I just can't begin to describe how content I am with this choice in my life. It's a start to a brand new me, a better me, striving each day to be a good example to the ones that I love and make my family proud. I'm not a people pleaser, but I do believe that it is the LEAST I can do for all the sacrifices they have made for my crazy life. Until then, I'm a never ending work in progress, a hermit behind her walls, but the happiest mother fucker you will ever come to meet. All I need is the sun on my face, and the wind through my hair to let me know that I am alive, and by God I have never felt more alive than now.