Sam

Stickam, you are the only reminder of what I used to be. I hate coming on here and listening to old music, look at old friends, reading comments. I miss everything and I cry every time I come one here. I hate that i've changed so much, and there's nothing I can do to stop it. I'm like a train hurtling down a tunnel that has a brick wall at the end, and I can't stop it. I hate what i've became and I wish I could travel back in time so bad, so so so badly. I miss dawn, ray, and just everything that made me, me. I have become a self centered snob and I HATE IT. I prayed about 2 years ago, for god to give me everything every other kid had, and well I got it. I would much rather have a personality and be poor. Not a snob with money. That's the one thing I never EVER wanted to become. And guess what? Well I guess it's kind of pointless to keep on wondering of what could've been. Because this is what I've got now and I've got to live with it. I'm sorry to whoever I hurt, I'm sorry to myself, sorry to my family, sorry to my friends, sorry to everything. I'm sorry. Goodbye stickam, :\