destinygoure

So here's the thing about me. Lots of people hate me, but lots of people love me. Don't ask me why i have so many haters, because i couldn't tell you, really. All i do is live my life, the way i want to, and get hated for it. I mean, yeah i've done some stupid shit in my past, but those were my mistakes? Not anyone elses. I don't think people should continue to bring up my mistakes like it affected them or something. I've hurt people, yes. But i've also been hurt 1000x worse. "Dont ever try to judge me dude, you don't know what the fuck i've been through." - Eminem. Eminem is pretty much my life. I don't know all of his songs, but everytime i hear him rap and listen to his rhymes, i get the chills. My first big goal in life is to become a singer, second would be to meet Him. I would cry so hard i wouldn't be able to breathe ♥ I love to sing, rap, write rhymes, poems, stories (sometimes), take pictures of myself *(i'm a camera whore, if you haven't noticed), take pictures in general, and dance. I don't dance in front of other people the way i dance to myself, lol. I've been told i can dance, but i just usually feel uncomfortable with being public about it. I hate sports. I like to drink, and smoke weed. I don't do it a lot, only occasionally. Pretty much whenever i'm with someone who has it, i don't pass it up. Yes, i've smoked cigarettes. But only when i'm drinking, because i started when i was drunk. And it's only when i'm REALLY drunk when i do it. I've learned to accept what people used to tell me, and still tell me just not as much, when i was younger. About how, i didn't know what love was and that i would KNOW when i came across it. I'm almost 17 now, and i've came across it. I know this because i'm still IN love. I say "I love you" to a lot of people, but that is a different meaning then "i'm in love with you", to me. I love you, just means that i care about you a lot. You're a really amazing person, and you've earned my love. I've been IN love with two people. True love doesn't fade away, and my love for them hasn't. I'm still in love with one, but it doesn't bother me as much as it used to. I'm over it and can move on because he's nothing but a heartless piece of shit. I'm a very honest person. The only person I really lie to, is my Dad. But who doesn't lie to their parents? I'm the most faithful person you can come across. If i'm dating someone, don't expect me to be talking to you boys, unless you're a really close friend of mine. Phobias_ I'm afraid of the dark :$ I can't walk alone at night, or i'll panic the whole time. Afraid of spiders.. and just bugs in general. I don't care if they're not going to hurt me, they can die. They're scary :$ I'm scared of being lonely. When i'm alone and don't want to be, i'll cry. PetPeeves_ I dislike it when people say really disgusting things. Things that people think is really funny, to me, is really disgusting. So if you say it to me, i i will get mad. I hate it when i know someone is online, and they aren't replying to me. I mean, i do it to people, but it's just a piss off. I hate it when people talk shit about Justin Bieber. Like, come on guys; you're clearly jealous because he's making millions, can sing, and has a thousand girls wanting his dick. When i talk about a girl i don't like, i hate it when people think i'm jealous. There's a difference between disliking someone, and being jealous of them. If i was jealous, i'd admit it. That's the way i am. I hate liars; what's the point? I'm gunna find out anyway. And that's about it.