1. Don't ask me to show.
2. Don't ask to be a Mod.
3. Don't post links w/o permission
4. Don't whore yourself.
music.
These are just a few, I'm too lazy to list every band I like. I like almost all music, Mainly, Oi, Rac, Rockabilly, Metal, Punk, whatever. I don't give two fucks. Agnostic front, Acceptance, Aiden, Amon Amarth, ATC, Baracuda, Batmobile, Bayside, Black Flag, Blaq Audio, Bless the Fall, Bring me the Horizon, Children of Bodom, Chidos, Coldplay, Cradle of Filth, Damien Rice, Dashboard Confessional, Day of the Sword, Deathstars, Death's Head, Devotchkas, DJ Tiesto, Duncan Sheik, Enter Shikari, Elize, Enya, Europe, Flyleaf, Freezepop, Gregory and the Hawk, GBH, Hatebreed, HIM, Horror Pops, James Blunt, Jimmy Eat World, Job for a Cowboy, Korn, Koffin Kats, Matchbox 20, Marilyn Manson, Motley Crue, My American Heart, Mindless Self Indulgence, Motorcycle, Motorhead, New Years Day, Nekromanix, No Remorse, One Republic, Pennywise, Porcelain and the Tramps, Prodigy, Quiet Riot, Rahowa, Ratt, Relient K, Robots in Disguise, Rush, Savage Garden, Skrew Driver, Skid Row, Shiny Toy Guns, Social Distortion, Tegan and Sara, Taylor Swift, Three Days Grace, The All American Rejects, The Adicts, Three Bad Jacks, The Birthday Massacre, The Capricorns, The Distillers, The Fall of Troy, The Hush sound, The Knife, The Misfits, The Transplants, Twisted Sister, Underoath, Vanhalen, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Warrant, White Snake.
Yeah, I get it you're an outcast. Always under attack, always coming in last, bringing up the past. No one owes you anything. I think you need a shotgun blast, a kick in the ass. I created the Sound of Madness, wrote the book on pain. Somehow I'm still here, to explain. That the darkest hour never comes in the night. You can sleep with a gun.
When you gonna wake up and fight? I guess theres not much that you really need to know about me. The simplest way to get to know some one is through conversation. Something most of you will probably never get the chance to engage in with me I'm just your average girl from losangles. But then again. I'm really not so average. Sure, on the out side I'm the same as any other girl, but on the inside, its a whole nother ball game. I've lived. I've lived through alot of things. Sure, I probably haven't lived through as many wars as your grandparents, but the wars I have fought are different. They are internal. With only one soldier. My self. The opposing army? The world.
mad world.
"All around me are familiar faces, Worn out places, worn out faces. Bright and early for their daily races, Going nowhere, going nowhere. And their tears are filling up their glasses, No expression, no expression. Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow, No tomorrow, no tomorrow. And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad, The dreams in which I'm dying, Are the best I've ever had. I find it hard to tell you 'Cos I find it hard to take when people run in circles, It's a very, very Mad World. Children waiting for the day they feel good, Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday. Made to feel the way that every child should. Sit and listen, sit and listen. Went to school and I was very nervous. No one knew me, no one knew me. Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson, Look right through me, look right through me" – Tears for Fears
reflect.
I guess sick, is the only word that could possibly express how I feel towards the world. These people, you people, make me fucking sick. I can't even fathom how you all take one look at a person, and automatically shove them into a category. I am now coming to realize that people look at me and see one thing. A bitch. A monster. A heartless selfish human being whom only cares about one thing, herself. Of course, these people are those who have never even taken the time to try to talk to me. Those people, who just walk on by with their predetermined concept of the person I am....I just wish all those people would take a minute to talk to me, and realize that I'm not the bitch you all think I am.
religion.
I am an Atheist. Plain and simple. I have been for a long time. Longer than my family or friends know. Alot of people ask me why, and the answer is simple. I think that faith is for the weak. Religion is for those whom are too weak to acknowledge that fact that you're born, you live, you die. Then you rot in the ground. Its a facade for those whom need to believe a life after death exists. A facade for those whom need an explanation for our existence. I've been through enough shit to know that if a god existed he would have spared me already. I no longer have a reason to believe. I always knew that I would stop believing. Sure, I used to believe when I was younger, but even then, I had always though to myself "ya know...one day. I'll realize all this shit is a joke." 
Well here I am today. Its finally happened. I do not condemn anyone who choses to believe in god and be religious. I respect your decision and I hope that you will respect mine as well. Oh, and for anyone who cares about me...Don't worry. I'm not going to hell...It doesn't exist.
"The more I study religions the more I am convinced that man never worshipped anything but himself" -Sir Richard F. Burton
disclaimer.
I have written every single piece of text on my page. Please do not copy any of it. I can not stress how rude and disrespectful that is. I will find out. If you don't like the way I am/look/think, then feel free to delete me. I would also like to make perfectly clear, that yes, I only have one arm. I have nothing to hide anymore. I no longer care. You can either take me as I am, or fuck off. Anyone who has ever meant anything to me, has never given two shits. You don't need to know why or how. Just be aware before you try to hit on me, I'm not the perfect girl that most of you think I am. No one is perfect. I think now days the world we live in is such a delusion. If it realllly makes you feel better about yourself to send me hate mail go right ahead...I'll just feel sorry for you ;)
