druaustin20

My name's Andrew, but call me Dru for short. You know, people are so damn fake. They act one way if you look a certain way or if you're just nice, and totally different if you're hot, or have a great body, or if you have a big dick. I'm so tired of it. I wish people would just stop being so phony, especially when it's so transparent. But I guess it's just something I have to get used to. Sometimes I wonder why I'm even still here. What's the use in trying? I mean, really. People can be pretty fuckin cruel and not even think twice about it. They get their fun out of making fun of other people. And I just dont understand it. Or why I even still keep wanting to breath. But I do, and I hate the fact that i do. I wish I was half as good looking as most of the guys on here. I'm not even close to tall, and I've never been called hot or handsome without a joke behind it. And you know whats so bad? i dont even blame a girl for it. cuz its true. its just the way the world is. And i just have to deal with it. because its not gonna change. One more thing. If you want me to leave your room, just ask. I would NEVER stay where im not wanted. you dont have to kick me, although I know people enjoy doing that to me. Just tell me and I will just leave. I'm good at that. I guess what im really tryin to say is... WHAT THE FUCK? seriously, wtf I have to admit the fact that I will never be good enough. Even here online I'm not good enough to keep somebody's attention. And I'm sick of it. And I don't have a cam, because I'm not allowed to have one. I'm nowhere as good looking as the other guys on here. Dammit. I hate everything.