Eddie_death

So this is about me. Only reason im honestly doing this is because nobody seriously reads the blogs i post. Lets see my name is eddie im 18 years old from Chicago currently in Decatur Alabama. I am enlisting in the National Guard. At the moment it looks like im going to be a Military Police Officer. Yes, that means im going to be a PoPo. I love metal music, But i also like soft slow stuff like Secondhand Serenade which im currently listening to while writting this. I used to be in a death metal band and lalala. Now im more focusing on whatever I have in front of me. My favorite color is blue. I like cartoons and anime. I read things about philosphy or strange events such as people vanishing right in front of family never to be found again. I think really deep about alot of things and that i can say is the downfall of alot of my relationships. I dont like to fight with girls because thats one of the few things that actually makes me mad. So lately ive just been to the point to where im like whatever fuck it. If you mess up then usually i dont trust you anymore. Years of experience has shown that mess ups are bound to repeat themselves. I like to make people smile and know that im the cause of there happiness. I make fun of sluts in such a brutal way that its nowhere near funny. When i say mean things about them i mean it and im in no way joking. I dont like nasty people who try to hard. I dont like being compared to people. I dont like when someone brings up something with confidence that they know what there talking about as if they were there when they really werent. I think that people in general are horrible worthless and unsatisfied with what is given to them. Your body is mad of billions maybe trillions of lifeless atoms which form each cell each tissue each limb in your body. For you to be here alive now means all of your ancestors survived and mated if one failed you would be nothing. SO BE GRATEFULL. Im obviously a athiest. I dont like when girls wear makeup if your pretty your pretty if your not grab a book and read. I dont like when people say dumb things or constantly state the obvious like "im drunk im drunk hehe im drunk" Noone cares. I love food if i didnt think being fat was horribly unattractive i would just eat all day. I like to think about what would happen if "insert here". I like to be random and have fun while i can. I love the friends that have been by my side for years and never once fucked me over. Thats friend ship. I dont talk when it comes to fighting. If you throw a insult I throw a punch simple math. I love walking down the hall and knowing almost everyone or them knowing me regardless the reason. I want a girl who simply is happy to be with around and close to me. Im not shy at all i can talk to strangers as if i know them. I like people to feel comfortable around me. I practice my fighting forms when acting like im hitting someone its a habit. I chew my nails its a habit. I hate smoking and drugs. I dont date or kiss or talk to girls who do them. Simple. Im brown. Im half cuban half white. People are by definition animals. Were not as important as we think we are. I think that in fact happiness and perfection are goals that can never truley be achieved like one would like but close is good. Life is what you make it. If you dont try then you wont succeed. Im in no way afraid of death never have been never will be. Both of my parents are dead i basically taught myself to be who i am. I made my own princaples and my own views of life. So none of this is passed on through tradition. This is me. Ive never cheated hit or raped a girl. I would never do any of those things. I hate lies they get you no where in fact ill drop you if your a liar. Promises are really important to me. I keep them always. If your good to me and my friends ill most likely treat you nice :) I dont abuse the smileys you have to earn them. To be my friend just be you were bound to have something in common. Im not a iddiot im very smart im probably more inteligant than you give me credit to be. My spelling isnt great because i dont care to correct it sorry. I hate math. If theres anything i forgot let me know ill insert it :) oh yes im very impatient.