emi||lee

i'm just another girl living life , growing up , making mistakes , and learning new things as i come and go . i'm completely content with the way my life goes and everything thats involved in it . i am a member of the BRM colorguard '09-'10 . i am a sophomore (; I have my own opinion and thoughts and no one will ever be able to a to change that . i have an amazing boyfriend <3 im not attracted to those who smoke . Im deffinitely not one of those trashy bums you see around , I know how to be classy , unlike most people now a days , but i can still be crazy . Ive got anxiety , its not somthing im very proud of . I can be a very sarcastic person , i tend to hurt people by it . Im a very jealous person , i even get jealous over little things . Im a really calm person, i usually dont mess with you and just live my average life . I tend to give off that "bitchy" vibe . i am completly fine with calling you out when you make me mad though. i have no tolerance for people who act dumb , i also uave no tolerance for people who want to start useless drama ? i will stick up for myself when i feel its really needed , just like ill be a bitch if its necesarry. Frustration tends to overwhelms me . i can make you smiley cupcakes if your upset. ill never give up on you, if you mean a lot to me, no matter what. I'm not perfect but I do all I can to make things close to to how they should be. i think "sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past .. stop planning the future .. stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel .. stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel and sometimes we just have to go with "whatever..happens..happens"