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I do my thing. There's a bad case of starving artist-itis buzzing around my crib and I keep giving it back to myself. It doesn't make me sick, but sometimes I forget to eat. There's all sorts of stuff to say. Sometimes if I put a beat together and scream really loud into the mic, every ones life seems so much better for it and I can take a rest. When my ears stop ringing I realize that I just made my self dizzy and there really wasn't any change after all. Well gosh darn it. I broke and bent my alter ego's vocal chords so badly that all he does now is type and daydream. He sings blues I sing blood. In my opinion if it stains the floor and the clothes like blood does, then it's blood. That to me is way more important than a bunch of backwash that will just evaporate. Who I'd like to meet: The man....and take his hand.. I'd offer him a meal that was well prepared and would never poison him. Just to see if he'd still think I was less than human. Not that he'd say it, you have to look for it.....Oh and uh....Tom Waitts too! I make beats...sing....write...make love (like sex, and getting along well with people)..I like to read things way too complex for me to understand and talk for hours on the subjects, by myself or not. Music I love all sorts of stuff, but I can't concern myself with who I'm a fan of. Music....that's all about me man. Not due to my ego or anything, that ain't about what I think of my self it's about what I have to get done with the breaths I have.....but uh....sly and the family stone Rocks! Did anyone even get a chance to hear MJ's Invincible album? Every song is a single, oh well it's a little late now. Movies I like old samurai flicks, Honzo the Razor, Lone Wolf and Cub, Lady Snow Blood. Mainly all the movies Tarantino watched to come up with Kill Bill. Oh and everyone needs to see Suicide Circle......Oh uh yeah I like As good as it gets and The Princess Bride.......what!?! Television I only watch public television really...no not for some political statement....in particular..I don't have cable. It's for the best. I'll watch TV and listen to radio again when it starts making poop instead of vomit. That means things of digestion instead of regurgitation. Look just read my book. Books Sherlock Homes, Agatha Cristie, The Hitchhikers books (there's 5 I think) The Art of War. Wisdom of the zen masters. Kama Sutra (the book on life, not the sex position book, though I have both and that's cool too.)....Stuff by Howard Zinn, and stuff on physics. Heroes My hero's are uh...the black guy with the cool last name who coined the term African American, getting so tired of the word negro. Deadwood Dick, Alan Watts, Claudius for becoming emperor of Rome while retarded. Prometheus, for bringing us fire without permission (way to take a stand). Any gay priest, I'm not gay, but that's like being a young black man in a ballet class, judgment all around. "Look I'm just here to do the job man!"....Oh uh....And I don't like Nazis ...but hey they got us to the moon ...they got the Russians up in space first but thanks to the laborers under the fist of fanatical racism the nation progressed in unimaginable leaps....so thanks guys. Glad we got you out of the mountains for some good old space racing. God bless America! Such an intricate justification....for itself. (VOMIT!!!) ...Excuse me ;)