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Something You Should Know About Me
If you're reading this to know specific accounts of my life, you will not find them. By societies standards I am an unusual/odd person. Androgynous is really the best way to describe me.I'm not a boy and I'm not a girl. I believe that I can be/do/wear whatever I want and make it fresh, hot, and trendy. As for my appearance, it varies on a day to day basis. One day I may be all fancied up, parading around in giant monster boots with huge hair and tons of makeup, and the next wearing jeans and a t-shirt with next to no makeup. Everyday I observe and talk to people that indirectly remind me that I'm on a much higher plateau than most. I've been told I'm too much to handle. I'm a child at heart. I love to learn although I hate the labor that's associated with it. I tend to pick people apart without noticing. It's a habit. I've done quite a few terrible things in my life. If I don't apologize, I'm not sorry. If I do apologize, I'm being sincere. It doesn't shock me when I receive hate mail. I understand that many people live unhappy lives. The only thing that renders them a foreign feeling of happiness is detesting what they refuse to understand. I don't expect you to leave me the fuck alone, or to erase the word enigma from your minds that thinks me unimportant. You only care because you need the hits, the friends, the name that rides currents. You need to be part of the radiowaves that bring anyone else to attention. You need people to turn their heads when you say the same thing everyone else does in the same voice with the same face and in the same $60 pants that were worn in by the same asian kids getting paid the same bum change in the same factory living the same miserable fucking life. I am probably the most down to earth person you will ever meet, My friends mean everything to me. I am half Portuguese, I can speak a bit of it. I live in Orillia, ON. It is a small town with a population of 30,000 and mostly consists of crackheads, Pregnant teens and the elderly, and let me remind you that I can't wait to leave. I model for various modeling agencies. Photographers of interest in the 705 region please message me. I am also a freelance hairdresser & make-up artist. I design and make clothing. I have various headlines and titles for my work including: Whoreface, Drugbunny, and scarychild (clothing). I have a site for my work I will have it posted soon, in regard to your concerns. You have probably already judged me by my pictures, dont label me I'm not a label, I'm a human being. I sometimes wear alot of makeup, i know. for some reason, you all still want to know me. So have fun trying to fit into my crazy life. if you still want to add me, uh huh go ahead. if i accept you, don't feel special because you're all just numbers now. oh, and i'm sorry if i don't answer all of your messages. i have a life and there is no way i can reply to every single one of your messages. and besides, I mostly only read or reply to things if they catch my attention like if you make me sign, drawing or write something that is actually worth reading. And of course the exception of mail from the ones I love and people who are close to me. I love attention, cause i'm insecure like that. Don't get the wrong impression of me though, i'm not stuck up. I just have everything i want. I know i deserve the best and that's what i get. There comes a point in your life, When you realize who matters, Who never did, Who won't anymore and Who always will. So don’t worry about the past. There’s a reason they didn’t make it into your future. There's nothing you can know that isn't known. Nothing you can see that isn't shown. Nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be. There is so much about the universe we don't know, so much that hasn't been discoverd, so many things we don't understand. How we have the same brain size as a dolphin, and are 99% like a chimpanzee, though we are the only things that look up to the stars and wonder why we are here. It makes me sad that the day we figure it out, and be able to visit far away places with a click of our fingers, I won't be here, but people in this world would rather be so ignorant and small minded, when it really just doesn't matter, we are nothing but bacteria. I belive, that your only here once. Have some originality, and don't be jealous of people who have style. Belive me, if i'm still alive when they will be transfering people to a new world, i'll be first on the List.
When sending me a message or a comment..
You will not receive a reply if:
* Your default picture is of anything other than yourself. If I wanted to talk to Paris Hilton or anyone in My Chemical Romance, I'd find them myself.
* You type LikE tHiS aNd ThE OnLy tHiNgS in your general interests are cuddling, boys, and Fall Out Boy. Boys, that also applies to you.
* You can't use English. If you say things like hey lolz I like ur hair I was wondering if u could whore me well hit me up l8ter k peace or damn Boy u fine holla at me. No you illiterate fuck, I will not HOLLER AT YOU.
* You call me hot, sexy, ask for more pictures, and/or ask if we can meet anywhere. Stop being a creep.
* You FEEL THE NEED TO TYPE IN ALL CAPS. Your keyboard has a Caps Lock button for a reason, use it.
* You thank me for adding you.
* You assume that by me posting this, it means I think I'm better than everyone else simply because they can't use full words. I happen to be a fan of WORDS so if you can't USE THEM.. don't Post.
Do not add me if:
*You don't have a Display Picture. No Picture? No add, Sorry.
*You just want to lurk my pictures like a creep, and not ever talk. I am actually really nice.
*You are fake. I hate fakes, and I will definately know if you are. So again, please don't add me.
*You are over 30 years old.
*You're just going to Talk shit. I have heard everything before, I don't care. And your just making yourself look like a really big idiot, So leave your stupid internet Insults out of here.
I attempt to live by the "treat others as you wish to be treated" rule. Of course it seems that many people in this world choose not to live by the same standard so to put it bluntly: treat me with respect and I'll return the favor. Be an asshole and I'll stomp on your face. Unfortunatley world peace doesn't exist, but that doesn't mean you can't create peace within yourself. Self-peace. Do not let the hate in the world make you bitter. Just be glad you're not a poor unfortunate soul, as Ursula would say. Smile at your haters, Show them how pretty your teeth are.. and if your smile makes them mad enough to try to knock your teeth out- you will know you have the power. And most important- know your rights. Know that it is your right to be whoever you want to be. Also know it is not your right to hate other people for being whoever they want to be. It is your right to dislike them quietly, but it is NOT your right to harrass someone. Ever. Bottom line- if you're amazing like me and people hate you because of it- just realize that hate is a powerful thing to feel which means you're a powerful person for making them feel that hate. We're all roses, and I don't know about you but I want to reach my full potential. Do not be afraid to open up, or else we'll just stay rosebuds forever...
Who I would like to meet:
YOU
& anyone else that is looking to live life to the fullest. Artists, photographers, fashionistas, and intelligent individuals with something to offer to the world. Drag queens, juggalos & juggalettes, pretty ladies, and Lil' Jon.
Invite me to your party and I'll probably show up. If you see me out somewhere, please come say hi!
If you live for shit talking, backstabbing, and childish drama: STAY AWAY.
Words of wisdom:
I get told quite often that people see me and my lifestyle/outlook as inspiration. I find this to be quite flattering and I'm glad that I can help people see things in a different perspective. Basically I feel that you should live your life for yourself, doing things that make you happy because after all, it is YOUR life... you should live it the way you want to. If other people look down upon you or make fun of you because of the way you are or choices that you make: screw 'em. Take charge and be strong in who you are and you will always come out on top in the end.
Girls can wear jeans
And cut their hair short
Wear shirts and boots
cause its ok to be a boy
But for a boy to look like a girl is degrading
cause you think that being a girl is degrading
But secretly you'd love to know what its like
Wouldn't you?
What it feels like for a girl...
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