| Too many words to type. Looking back now at the high amount of tequila i was consuming in a 24 hour period, i definitely wasn't drinking to "party" anymore.. it was more of a way for me to cope with the real issues at hand, that i hadn't been dealing with. don't get me wrong, some fun times were had for sure during those days, but then i started to notice instead of being a happy ass drunk all the time, i would turn into a total Debby-Downer towards the end of each night. Like, I'd be the girl who was SO wasted and would start going off on some rant (probably about nothing)ugh... totally embarrassing a lot of the times. Finally, the day came when I had to seriously take a look at all the time and energy i had been wasting, and put myself in check. Without sounding like a goddamn AA meeting, I'm truly happy that I've chosen to walk away from that lifestyle........still got to have one every now and then though. Everyone does things that are out of character. I might run naked in the rain when normally I wouldn't. I'm completely constant with who I am but you'll never know what to expect from me. I'm probably one of the most truthful people you will ever know. I have my faults but lying isn't one of them. My name is Chris. Learn it, love it, live it. |
