frenchdivine

Happiness is not achieved by the conscious pursuit of happiness; it is generally the by-product of other activities. - Aldous Huxley © Profile Original & Official █║▌│█│║▌║││█║▌ People learn to grow from their mistakes. Those who don't still haven't found their place on this earth. I used to be the most conceited fakest faggot on this planet.. I soon began to realize that was not me. I've learned a lot within the last few months; who to trust, who not to. Who to Love, who to avoid. What works, and what doesn't. I've learned not to give up so easily, and to go balls out for everything. I may still have strokes of immaturity, but who doesn't? It keeps life fun. All I know is I'm Jeremy, and I'm proud to be. Whether I wear make up, look a guy, look a girl, look a mess, or look classy. I can't love anyone until I love myself, and I slowly do, more and more each day. This 'boy' was established on the night of August 5th in the year of nineteen-hundred and ninety-two. Everyone found I was the perfect completion to a family of, now 5. A mother, father, daughter, son, and... Me. The expectations of me were destined to be high, but in the back of my mind, I knew I wasn't to be normal. There were so many things that were going to change in my future, regardless of what the family wanted: What exactly separates you from your family? Pansexual: What exactly is a 'pansexual?' In a world that is defined to Love being between a man and a woman, I tend to break that idea. In my personal opinion, this world should be a pansexual world, because I base my Love, not on attraction, because all are beautiful, but by the fact of personality. Whether you are a man, woman, old (currently 26) or young (18 is my limit), black, white, Asian, whatever, I can and will fall for you, regardless of your look. (Though my normal idea of a person is an Emo, Scene, or Hipster fella). Religious Views: This can fall under another controversial, and contradicting, topic. I do, in fact, believe that we have someone watching over us, but due to the abuse, and yet again, contradictions, stated in 'The Word Of God' (which was written by a man... So it isn't God), I don't label myself under an Organized Religion. God is/has the concept that we should Love one another for our differences, faults, and even sexual orientations. He doesn't hate one, or any of us because we are his greatest creations. (He through Lucifer, an Arc Angel, into Hell, because of Envy and Jealousy. That says something). The abuse you see, is not what is intended, and I try to help others understand. Pacifist: Though I have the tendency to argue with one about my opinions, and possibly bust them on their bull-shit, I do not fight. Period. Though we all can't get along, and love one another, we should learn how to respect the difference in the world. If we don't, one day we will all end up as nuclear dust. You can message me all the hate that flows through your veins; call me a bitch, whore, faggot, queer, tell me I'll burn in hell, whatever. If you don't give me a valid point, or your opinion why you think that, I'll bust your bull shit. If you give me a valid explanation, I'll respect your decision. Diseased: To let the world know, though my brain is my greatest work of art, it is also my greatest disease. But, the better half of this section, is that, my mind keeps my greatest passions alive. When I fall under the conditions I tap into a side unknown; a hidden labyrinth if you will. I can write, I can sing, I can dance, I can snap a perfect picture. I can do anything I dreamed of doing, all because one has labeled me what the world labels as a psychopath. Gender-fucked: The fact that I don't, for a second, label my gender is quite controversial. Do I wish to be a man, or do I wish to be a woman? Neither. I prefer to define my look by the features on my body. (More of which are feminine than masculine). Do I want to change my biological anatomy? No. Will I always look like a girl? Do I look like one currently? This topic is quite the never-ending story, but you can form your own opinions on how I wish to look. Conclusion: The world I was born in, obviously isn't fun for me. But, with the friends I make, I will grow to accept it a little more every day. If you feel the same way, face the same life, or just find it interesting, I'm up to help guide you through or just talk. It'll never be a dull day with myself around. Thanks for your time. -Jeremy French-Divine P.S. Remember, the Love in this world over powers the hate. Be yourself and try your best to live each day to the fullest. It's your life story and no other can write it for you; because then it becomes theirs. I Love You All♥ (: