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I know that life isnt always beautiful...But I try to always smile. =) I'll be nice with you if you are with me that is just the way I am I SMOKE I DO DRUGS But if you do too. I dont care lol. I live in a uninterrupted nightmare, where everything is under my control and even the bad moments are beautiful and exciting. There's nothing else I can say about myself that will prevent people from thinking whatever the hell they want. Im anything but simple.I'm Random. I'm Hyper yeshums..very hyper indeed I can be the sweetest person you'll ever meet or I can be the biggest bitch. I'm what they call viciously candid. Seems I cant do anything these days without being judged. I like chains, and honestly I do not know the reason behind it I'm the least shy person you will ever meet. I don't trust much people, and I do not have a sense of right and wrong Love me or hate me its still a passion. I'm not here to fucking impress anyone. I have my opinions and my viewpoint, but that doesnt mean im going to force feed them to you. label me all you want, ive heard it all at this point I DO NOT take bullshit from people. i am the type that will never do a favor, look, speak or have you be anypart of my life ever again...I can be the unholy bitch of hell or your guardian angel. Not many people know who I really am because i choose not to let them in most of the time Im plastic I wont tell you what I really see in you Im quite thankful for the good and bad things that have been thrown my way. Its made me who i am, its made me strong, its made wanna live my life to the fullest forgetting the Big things and loving the little things. Most people have no idea how great they have it till they loose it. Life isnt suppose to easy sometimes you have to keep reminding yourself that, a little suffering never hurt anyone. In the End you'll survive with scars, or a story to tell. I was a failure but not anymore :P chyea! wtv! And I don't think I'll ever survive this kind of living :( Overlooked, unfit appearance- I live and die for moments like these.